#khp6

[noctem-ars]

[noctem-ars]

I feel like I’m trapped in the void

And the weight of it used to comfort me

There was a warm embrace to it

But now I’m sinking deeper

With thick tears in my eyes

Soundless

No way to get out

Lost

Alone

[noctem-ars]

I think opening myself up to others is better than keeping the pessimistic stand point that doesn’t let me connect with others bc I feel like I can’t trust anyone and that I’ve lost all empathy and faith in others. Recently I’ve had to just accept that I need to be more trusting and open and… so far I haven’t been disappointed and I’m starting to feel alive again. Life isn’t easy, and it doesn’t always flow as I would like but I need to trust that what will be for me will be if I put in the effort and stop self sabotaging myself at every turning corner.

[noctem-ars]

Es que no es justo que sean unas personas tan hipócritas y también que todo se tenga que hacer abajo de su mandar, váyanse pa’ la pinga. Dejen de pisotearme ya.

[noctem-ars]

Don’t whistle after me like I’m some dog, I have a name and if you needed my attention you should have called me by it.

[riantdisaster]

I feel in my whole life I was meant to fail.

[riantdisaster]

It’s stupid how some people spend most of their lives preaching change and they end up doing nothing of the sort. Preaching love while giving none. Or not respecting themselves enough to let it reach them instead of acting out of impulses that push people away which results in leaving feelings of unsatisfaction.

[riantdisaster]

I used to be a firm believer but I don’t want something that isn’t real