thank you to the people who have listened to me rant tonight. I've never talked to anyone about that except for Owen, Melani, Christina and Maya And melani, christina and maya have known since it was happening and I just didn't think that I could open up to anyone else about it because I felt so ridiculous but I realize now that I felt that way bc that's how she WANTED me to feel. So I officially am done feeling ashamed about how I feel when it starts to bother me and I'm not going to shy away from how I feel and I'm going to continue on with the life I am living now and being strong and having a good support system and it just means a lot that I had you guys to talk to and you listened and cared and then helped me like I love you so much. You're in my heart forever, you'll never get rid of me now. Call me herpes bc I'll keep coming back.
please don't call me herpes. :-(
