Jul 14, 2014
I though I’d just share my final thoughts with you, but you asked me never to text you again, so…I’ll sit here and think awhile..and then fade out forever.
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I though I’d just share my final thoughts with you, but you asked me never to text you again, so…I’ll sit here and think awhile..and then fade out forever.
Distance does make the heart grow fonder. I miss my baby <3
I miss my baby so much.
Haven't talked to my baby all day :c Where'd ya go?
Had an awesome dream about my baby <3 My mood is slowly turning around ^.^
Suicidal Tendencies (TRIGGER WARNING)
I feel I must put this, but I am enacting a trigger warning on this post. This is gonna be brutal..
I have attempted suicide on several occasions, I'll admit. I'm not proud of it. I'm not pleased with what came of it. First time was after I was raped while trying to figure out my sexuality. Several others were drug induced sadness. But nothing explains why I feel the way I do now. I want to kill myself, kill everything, snuggle with my baby, sob uncontrollably, and so many more things. My moods feel like they're in a centrifuge. I hate this abysmal despair I perpetually find myself in. Will it end on it's own? Or..do I have to end it myself..
kirabounards-sims replied to your post: watching mean girls omg
I wish we could all get along like we used to in middle school… I wish I could bake a cake filled with rainbows and smiles and everyone would eat and be happy…….SHE DOESN’T EVEN GO HERE.
i live for that part
Today I made my bae cry. Not out of negative feelings, but from joy. Accomplishments!