#kittenavalentine

[kittenavalentine]

the most wonderful thing to me is that I was hella positive when we broke up & now I feel like shit & you’re hella positive. like I really really love the situational irony. I am all about it. & I’m not jealous at all, if anything, I’m fucking ecstatic for you. I just would also like to be happy.

we’re not friends anymore bc you’re overbearing & I’m a mess. & you don’t deal with messes well for me. you just try to be chipper all the fucking time & wait for something to change. & you never talk about how you’re feeling bc you don’t want to be a burden or a distraction from my shit.

but like that’s what you were there for—to be a fucking distraction. like you distracted me from how much I want to kill myself still. how much I hate my parents. how much I hated senior year. how much therapy was a fucking waste of time & money. how much college terrifies me. how much I can’t handle having good things in my life.

so you could have fucking been honest with me bc I would have felt better had I been able to be there for you too, instead of you fucking pretending for my sake.

also, don’t call me a “good friend” because you will never know how good of a friend I am when you’re honest with me.

& another thing: I’m a fucking great friend. sure I’m fussy, & like there are a million emotional things that are wrong with me, but I’m a cat. & my friends know that, & they accept that & they love me for it anyway. i would die for them any day. & I can’t say I would do the same for you. so keep being such a kind, seemingly genuine person, & spreading light & sunshine. you’re so good at it.

[lillibunfaebane]

It's almost been two incredible months.

kittenavalentine, I don't wanna get too sappy, but it really has been, it's just 5 days away, and it feels both like it was just yesterday, and that it was years ago, which is a crazy feeling. But I'm looking foreword to more time with you.

Thank you, Babe. You're amazing, and I love you.<3

[lillibunfaebane]

hey c;

Send me a ”hey” and i’ll do this:

1. First impression: Whoa, she seems pretty cool.2. Truth is: I really love you a lot. >///<3. How old do you look: Probably 17-20-ish4. Have you ever made me laugh: Yes, a lot.5. Have you ever made me mad: Nope.6. Best feature: I really like your eyes, I think they're really pretty.7. Have I ever had a crush on you: Uhh.. Maybe just a little one? ^.~8. You’re my: Bae~<39. Name in my phone: Briannah<310. Should you post this too? If you'd like~

Wow, isn't this so different from last time. xD

[kittenavalentine]

role playing as a conductor during sex, just so you can say, "we're now pulling in (or out) of the penetration station".

[lillibunfaebane]

YOU SHOWER WITH CLOTHES ON

True. BUT IT WASN'T THAT MANY TIMES!

[lillibunfaebane]

YOU SHOWER NAKED

True.

[lillibunfaebane]

I found the questions~~~ 4, 6, 7, 28, & 44! (:

4. What do you love about yourself?

Uhhm, well I kinda like my eyes? ^^;

6. Do you see yourself differently than other people describe you?

Yeah, I really do.

7. What are you really, really good at?

I'm a good cook. ^^

28. Is there good in everyone?

I'd like to think so, at least.

44. Is lying about something serious as bad as cheating?

I think that really depends. Are you lying about cheating? Are you lying and telling people you have a serious illness for pity? Etc, etc.

Thanks, Babe. <3 ^^

[lillibunfaebane]

It's been one month

And what an amazing month it's been. I hope for many, many more.

And with everything I learned about you in this month, I want to learn just that much more.

With summer coming up, I can't wait, and I am so ready, this will be an amazing year, and I get to share it with you~

Thank you for choosing to be with me~ And putting up with me.

I love you.