May 20
previously was 444kittylvr i got terminated:(
help me find my moots pls T^T
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previously was 444kittylvr i got terminated:(
help me find my moots pls T^T
my dad asked me if i was going to uni tomorrow and i thought oh wow he cares? that's nice. i start talking but he immediately interrupts me and changes the subject... silly me thinking he was actually interested
literally manifested that i would find my moots again AND IT HAPPENED YUPPPPP
i still hate men in case you were wondering
first day of work today was rough. i got hired to help fundraise for my local PBS station, which requires a lot of walking because we go door to door. and god its easier than my last job in some ways but in others its so much harder. people see someone knocking on their door and just don't want to give you the time of day, which i get cause theres a bunch of reasons but you didnt even let me get to telling you why im here:(
doesnt help i also then had to leave early, because it's 8 hr shifts of pretty much Just Walking with 2 10 minute breaks because the walking starts after our lunch break.
god. its just so hard not being diagnosed with anything i can pursue disability benefits with due to being young (and medically neglected, so while ive been dealing with most of these things for most of my life that disable me im still not diagnosed) and then my first doctors appt is in late july. ive been in and out of the ER for migraines and insane pain the last few months because i just. dont have a PCP that i can see without being handed a bunch more debt right now. which sucks ASS btw.
i put my art career on hold because art school was literally killing me and i dont have a proper portfolio right now to be able to advertise commissions. this is just so hard. i use a cane/wheelchair for the most part and im so nervous about the fact that i Cant predict my disability that i might lose my job and i literally just started my first day. heres to hoping it gets easier at least ig
at least its a beautiful day to be alive still
me and my strawberry ice puff bar are finally reunited oh how i missed her
im sad send biceps pics
was really brave today and made a phonecall can you believe it