odds pls
First…
1. boyfriend/girlfriend/relationship - I am dating @methodoflogicalmadness and he’s my first boyfriend!
3. memory from childhood - I was 3 and sitting in a red/blue/yellow high chair (think the Kiddie Pattern from Animal Crossing). It wasn’t anything special. It was meal time, and like the first time I felt I was aware of stuff going on around me?
5. crush - Haha I can recognize now that he was an asshole and he went to West Point on a full ride. I tried friending him on Facebook in High School and he never accepted my friend request
7. time traveling out of my own city/state/country - I went to Canada when I was in Elementary! We went for like 3 days and got to see the falls from the Canadian side! It was back when you only needed your birth certificate to cross the border
9. celebrity crush - Ahh, this is tough… Probably Matthew Gray Gubler…
11. experience with failure - Ahhh, I’d have to say it was a recurring thing during High School when I was never cast in a leading/major role in the theatre productions. I felt so disappointed in myself and couldn’t figure out why I wasn’t cast when there were literally kids who were saying “I didn’t even audition but I got a singing/speaking role” and I was stuck in the ensemble.
13. date - Okay so I never had a boyfriend until I was 18, but my senior year of High School I went to the Valentine’s Dance with this guy from my grade and like it was sorta a date, I guess? He did drugs and that and it was funny because my mom when she knew I was going to the dance with him was asking me all these things about him and was just like “I just want to make sure he’s not a bad kid/does drugs” so I never told her that
15. enemy/rival at something - Enemy/Rival implies they recognize me as such so I’ll go with people I just really fucking hate and one was this girl in my class in high school who was literally the Queen Bee. Like, she said our class colors couldn’t be red and white or red and black because she hated the color red (which was actually one of our SCHOOL COLORS)
17. time drinking/smoking/doing drugs - On my 21st birthday was when I first drank alcohol because I was a Good Girl
19. breakup - Hasn’t occurred and hopefully won’t occur lol
21. award or achievement I got - I was in Odyssey of the Mind so probably when we got third place/got 1st place 4 years in a row in the District competition bUT The first that I was actually super proud of was when I won first place in a Literary Competition for a Short Story that I wrote.
23. time I fell in love - Again, I’d have to say that it was the guy who I had my first crush on, but coincidentally I got bullied a lot in High School, and this was one thing I got bullied for too so it sucks
25. car - Um, I guess it’s the car I’m still driving now? Technically, it’s not *my* car, it’s my mom’s old one, but it’s the one I use.
27. pet - He was a black cat named Onyx (that my dad wanted to name Barack, after the late 44th president). Adopted him November 2010, he ran away a few months later because my mom wanted to turn him and Jazz into outdoor cats. She let him out and he never came back. She would not get me a new cat. She then said that she would get me a new cat after I graduated college, and then later changed it to she would get me a new cat after I got my own apartment. I am hoping that the fact my boyfriend has two cats won’t stop her from keeping good on that promise.
29. time I got in serious trouble for something - I skipped basketball practice in the 9th grade once because I wanted to see what would happen/I had trouble breathing during practice and got reamed out so bad by the coach I wound up quitting. I joined the team again in 10th grade but my experience was so shitty I never rejoined the team.
31. experience with death - My grandfather died in February of 2013, and that was the first time someone close to me died…
33. house I lived in - I still live in the first house I lived in lol…
35. time I discovered something important about myself - Umm, I guess when I started writing Fanfiction and discovered that I really like writing
37. time I was betrayed by someone - In Elementary school I was the kid no one liked, so kids all the time would pretend to be my friend just to get back at their real friends who they weren’t getting along with at the time.
39. sports team I was on - When I was in Kindergarten I was in cheerleading. I was supposed to be on the PowderPuff team, but because my sister was in cheerleading too they put me with the older kids so practices would be easier on my mom.
41. thing I wanted to be when I grew up - A teacher, which is the goal still one day - to teach at the college level, eventually.
43. school - When I was four, my elementary school didn’t have pre-school, so my parents sent me to this school where literally the only thing I remember about it was learning to use the computer (and mind you, this was back in 1999/2000)
45. play/musical I went to - Idk if this counts, but my high school did Lion King when I was in like, Kindergarten or First Grade and they showed it to the whole school. Otherwise, probably when I saw Mamma Mia at the Community Arts Center…
47. time being on stage - My Elementary School when I was in 5th Grade did a Lewis and Clark Musical with the 5th Grade Chorus. I remember getting shit from the other girls because they didn’t like my costume (it was handmade by my mother). I also remember being upset because I didn’t get an opportunity to “audition” for a solo role. The Choir Director randomly picked girls to audition and gave the part away.