#knames

[callmeknames]

Freckled & Free

[callmeknames]

You are just so wonderful to me.  Please don’t ever forget that.

[callmeknames]

If you could hold me for awhile, that would be heaven

[callmeknames]

I am Me

not whatever you have envisioned, Don’t you put that on me, Steve Austin 

[callmeknames]

as we go

If you don’t know, how am I to figure

Waiting around, making a plan, never to be exercised 

I know this is all in your mind; though you may deny

As if I have never been here, though this may be new to you

You want me to just smile and support you

as if I am just there to be tagged along

You want space but scream you need me

this friendship is not what it once seemed

[callmeknames]

I'm not calling you a liar; I'm just saying that's not what happened

Me, to others telling stories of events I was present for

[callmeknames]

Today: 02.22.18

For some reason, I am very angry today.  I don’t know what caused it.  I can’t sense my tigger.  I mean everything is fine, from the outside perspective.  I just don’t feel fine.  I feel angry.  Very angry.  I didn’t wake up like this.  I was having an eh day, then it happened. Garnet! It started in my shoulders & neck.  A dull spread to my head and down my arms.  Once it got to my chest, my cheeks got hot & the tears came.  I hate angry tears.  They burn & sting. Like lava on my face. The whole time my toes are cold as if to try to bring me comfort.  Non was had.  I thought to go outside, but I fear that I will never travel home.  If I could I would just get lost in the wilderness.  I want my soul to breathe.  I feel trapped. Trapped in this body, trapped in this mind, trapped in this moment. Im just angry, today.

[callmeknames]

Sleep has become a chore for me