#kosmima

[starlightsol]

a lotttttt has been going on with Kosmima. we're physically touching & making moves on each other & i am beyondddd excited to see where else we go. 🌟😏💘🦋🥰🔥

i'm ready, Universe. i claim myself worthy of this connection. i've always been worthy! & so has he. we love each other & this is very clear. i am ready to feel his warm embrace again. how could i possibly forget the pleasure noises he made in my ear when we hugged?! UUHHHGH. i claim my manifestation from the Records. i manifested this man & he shall have every right to take the love i give him. now receiving this Pure Love in its Highest Form. 😻💕🌎

[starlightsol]

he is my Heart's Essence. the way he laughs fills my body with Love. i lose all sense when he's near, & i noticed he does, too. i am finally happy again. & i haven't been truly happy in quite some time. my heart feels like a child's again.

[starlightsol]

i just really am overcome with Love. i never even felt truly this enveloped with it; not even with my own twin flame. i respect the teachings he gave me but now is time to move on to what is currently available to me in this reality. i love Kosmima. Apollo approves of him. my friends love Kosmima. shit, i am IN LOVE with Kosmima. they way he looked at me after we pulled apart... i almost lost my damn mind. we healed each other that night. it changed the game for us. i've loved Kosmima for almost half a year now. maybe a little over. i WILL marry this man. i keep getting cards that indicate that & Apollo has hinted at us "eloping" sometime after my birthday energy on Friday sets in. he may even ask if i want to live with him. idk why but i feel that STRONGLY. Apollo once confirmed that Kosmima is his soul son. being that we have a romantic past life in Greece (Kosmima & I) we want to live this life together again. i honestly wouldn't want to spend it with anybody else. not with my twin flame, not with any other soul mate. my world stopped spinning when we embraced each other. i felt the safety of his Love; his security & the gentleness of his True Nature. i only want Kosmima. he is my only desire. i am working at manifesting a lifelong relationship with him...

[starlightsol]

he makes me wanna write songs & poems but even words cannot begin to describe how he makes me feel.. 💖 i've written about Kosmima in my poetry/song journal before but wow i feel so at a loss to express this feeling of safety & Oneness.

i literally can't stop talking about him. i'm trying to get him to come to the house for my 21st birthday on Friday.. oh gods please make this manifest! 🙏🏻💘🦋✨🌟

Friday is a day of Love after all....

drifting off to sleep now with my manifesting mantras in my head.

[starlightsol]

my current love life be like..

really damn good right now. 💓🌱

i'm currently more in tune with a soulmate right now, more than ever & more than my twin flame.

he's so beautiful & i wanna tell you all about this man.

he's a big sweetie & he does art & makes music & i honestly would marry him in a heartbeat... he takes care of me & watches my back at all costs & just ughhh😍 he's Kosmima! 💕

this Gemini man has me all fucked up .. in the best way. 💙 he's got a heart of gold. i gave him that woodburning/painting i was tellin' you guys about & he really loved it & ended up inviting me to one of his game nights! 💓✨ the magic of this connection has me 🥰

i've been pulling cards & seeing so many positive omens about us being together & my heart almost can't take it! 💜⭐️ he's my love right now & i accept this & i am ready for whatever the Universe intends for me!

[starlightsol]

i really can't help myself right now. i need to say it. i LOVE him. my soulmate is a brother, father, teacher, & partner in crime; all in one.

he is like the older brother i never had. he is the figure of masculinity that i look up to. the poet & artist that i embrace perspective from. my go-to person to seek thrill with.

he's, literally.., just all of that.

i know it sounds stupid but he makes me happy to be alive. & this post is just me expressing my gratitude to the Universe. thank you, Universe, for blessing me with the meeting of this person. because i have learned, & am still learning, so much after coming into contact with him. the Universes' expression is through people; & i feel closer to you through the manifestation of this person. thank you.

[starlightsol]

here is the reading that sparked it all ✨

Ember told me that if you choose between the Lovers & Two of Cups; it can determine if said person is a soulmate or a karmic partner of sorts. i asked who Kósmima was to me & you guessed it... i drew the Lovers!! 💓 so that was a maaaajor confirmation for me. i feel so ready to embrace a soulmate. bring it on, Universe!

[starlightsol]

simply told my new cards, "for Kosmima.." & out jumped these three cards.

here's what i interpret.

• the Lovers is our past life relationship. we were, & still are, soulmates.

• the Hierophant is how he teaches me. he opens my mind to different viewpoints, & he is a realm of knowledge.

• the Emperor is who he is to me now. a Father figure, a spiritual protector.