I am feeling a lack of love for KuviraxLin. And frankly the thought of them together is just adorable. Here is a sad short story. If you guys like it then please let me know. Then I can write some more. Also some mentions of nudity, violence, pain and heart break.
Be Warned.
The soft tender kisses, the intimate touches, the forehead kisses and the hand holding. Everyone of those images were burned into my mind. I don't know whether it’s because I was stuck in a jail cell or because I’m exhausted.
“We can’t be doing this anymore Kuvira.” She whispered. She stared at me through the cell bars and she gulped softly. She looked to be regretting everything we’ve been through. “Please… understand my point of view.” Her voice was scratchy but held the same rough tone everyone hears.
I gripped onto her hand, refusing to let her go. My eyes filled up with tears, making it hard for me to see. “Don’t go. Please. I love you.” I don’t know if she believes me. I don’t even know if she wants to believe me. Her hand began to loosen from mine as she shook her head. Her steely grey eyes began to harden as she began to build her walls back up.
“Your kind of love kills.” She says jerking her hand out of my grasp. My stomach lurched and a tear glided down my cheek. I whimpered as I watched her go. This couldn’t be right. Lin would never say such a thing.
My fingers trembled as I suddenly felt like throwing up. My fists slowly curled into fists as her form began to retreat. My heart was squeezing too hard and beating too fast. Slowly, I felt the Great Uniter facade begin to build back up.
“If that’s what you think, then fine. Just don’t think you can come back to me.” My gaze turned to steel as I watched her freeze mid step before took a deep breath and turned around. She had her hard face on and she had her jaw set. The jaw that I’ve kissed many times. Too many in fact.
“Don’t make me give you a shot, inmate.” Her voice was cold and devoid of emotion. I winced hearing the harshness and I looked at the ground. My hand’s squeezing the cold metal as I began to realise I lost. I laughed and slowly sunk into my bed.
I didn’t say anything else as she walked away. I gripped my pillow as I tried to keep my composure. The sound of the clunking metal closing was all I heard before I knew I was all alone. No one to be with, no one to talk to. It was going to be a matter of time before the guards came back and started up their shit.
“Which guards did this?”- “I got you an extra cookie. Not much but I’m sure you’d like it.”- “You work pretty well. I never would have expected you to win against my sister.”- Her obnoxious laugh when she really laughed. The way she brushes her hair behind her ear.
A sniffle left my lips as I held my pillow close and tight. I hid my face in my pillow as I tried to ignore my thoughts. Stop! Just Stop! I don’t want these anymore!!!
“What are you doing inmate?” She whispered as I pinned her against the wall. A small kiss to her neck as I felt her tremble under my touch. “Get back-” A shaky gasp left her lips as my hands slid down her slim frame.
I laid in bed defeated as I continued to let the tears fall. I whimpered and curled up and just ignored everything around me. My eyes to the grey toned wall as I felt vile begin to make its way up my throat.
“Here’s this. I know there’s not many things to do but I got you a puzzle. It couldn’t be the metal one I wanted to give you but it can satisfy your needs?” Her cheeks were tinted a light red as she looked away embarrassed. Being sweet wasn’t exactly her strong suit but it made her adorable.
“I didn’t know if you liked the soup or the sandwiches better so I just gave you the sandwiches and settled on the cookies.”- “So your favourite colour is greyish green and not dark green? Is there a difference?” Her hand squeezed mine as she gave me a soft kiss upon the lips.
I looked at the stuff she gave me and I set my jaw. I stood up and tore the posters down. I shredded the notes, and the puzzles. I threw them down the toilet and flushed them down. The puzzles caused the toilet to clog but I didn’t care. I sat up on my bed and watched the water begin to pool and cover the whole floor.
“I love you Kuvira. I don’t know if you will ever get out of here but you can count on me staying here for you. I don’t know what will happen but I promise I’ll love you always.”-
“Put your hands on the wall inmate!!!” The guards called. They noticed the water but I didn’t care. Having your heart broken for the nth time hurt and made you irrational. Before I knew it, my body was being slammed into the wall and my arms shackled behind my back.
A loud groan of pain left my lips as they began to take me to the showers. I fought against them but my body was weaker than it was. They locked my hands up against the pipes and stripped me down.
“I love you Kuvira”- “Kuvira, I love you.”- “Love you.”-
I screamed in pain at the water spraying my back side. The feeling of the water piercing me felt like I was being torn apart.
“You’re beautiful.”- “Give me a kiss”- “Love me Kuvira.” Her hands raked up my body as she kissed my neck and pulled me close.
I blood curdling scream left my lips as I felt a bunch hip my ribs. Their laughs of sadistic pleasure. I squeezed my eyes shut and whimpered as I felt another punch me but this time I felt the bone crack.
“You’re mine Kuvira.” Her teeth biting my earlobe and her hand lost in my pants.
Before I knew it there was yelling and someone telling someone to leave. I could barely hold myself up. And before I knew it my unconsciousness took over.
A small tingle ran over my hand and then a gentle squeeze. “How is she? She’s… She’s not going to die is she?” I know that voice… Why is she here?
“She will be fine Chief, she only has bruising, swelling and bone fractures. She’s not going to die.”
I gave a soft weeze as I began to try and take a deep breath. Only a rasp can be heard and I began to cough erratically. The nurse ran over to me to help and Lin tried to help me as well.
Her touches burned and made my whole chest hurt a lot more than the pain I was given physically. I jerked my hand out of her grasp and she was startled at first before her steel brigade was up. “Calm your ass inmate. I’m only doing my job.” she was ready to grab my hand again and I kept it away from her.
The doctor finally laid me on my back and I winced. My back was all bruised, I can feel the small movement of my ribs with every breath I could take. The doctor looked at the two of us but stayed quiet. I squeezed my eyes shut and clenched my jaw.
Lin sat back down and crossed her arms and glared at me. “Who were the ones to do that to you?” I looked away and closed my eyes shut. I chose to stay quiet. Not like she cares anyways. “Spirits Kuvira. Stop being so damn difficult! I’m only doing my damn job. If I can’t get the words from you I’m going to have to brush this aside like nothing happened. Just tell me the names or facial descriptions.”
I stayed quiet and painfully rolled onto my side with a low growl leaving my lips. “I didn’t see them.” I muttered. I could feel the burning sensation come up my throat as I bit back my puke. I gripped the blankets and I willed myself not to lose it.
“Kuvira.” She said sternly. “Stop messing around. Do you want them to beat you again? Who knows what would have happened if I didn’t hear you.”
I pushed myself up and that was a bad idea. I felt my stomach tighten suddenly and myself doubled over. I didn’t know what was worse, the bending of my stomach or the curving of my back. Tears filled my eyes as I puked up that morning's breakfast and water. The doctor immediately ran back to my side and began to give me a bag to puke up in and went to give me some pain meds.
A small gasp left Lin’s lips as my back was exposed. A hand ghosted over the marks as she looked at me. “Spirits Kuvira. What did they do to you?” Her breath was barely above the whisper. It was so soft it didn’t sound like she said anything. She laid a hand on my shoulder and I flinched.
I brushed her hand off and glared back at her. No doubt my eyes were red and watery from unshed tears of pain and anger. “Like I said earlier. I didn’t see them. Now go, I’m sure there’s some other sorry sap you can give a shot to.” Her eyes looked hurt for a second. They wavered and instead of her steel gaze, I got one that was filled with pain.
“Kuvira you can always come to me fo-” I didn’t let her finish as I stood up. My legs trembled. I glared at her, my Great Uniter front was up. I couldn’t let myself fall for this trap again.
“Why don’t you come to me whenever this happens?” Her voice laced with concern and pain. She looked at me as if I wounded her pet animal. A scratchy laugh left my lips as I gulped roughly. “It doesn’t matter… I can take a beating.” I laughed and laid my head against the wall. “Kuvira.” Her tone was firm but it held a warmth she had only for me. “You can come to me any time. You still have rights in here. And I promise-” She reached through the bars and pressed a hand to my head, only part she could reach, and smiled softly. “I’ll be here for you when you need it.”
“Don’t.”I growled and glared at her. Her body was ready to push me down in bed. “I don’t need your pity. I don’t need your help.” My voice was so low and firm that it filled me with a sort of content. Like I didn’t lose myself, I didn’t lose my strong will or ‘The Great Uniter’ in me. “Now leave Chief Beifong. I do not need you around me. I didn’t see anything. There will be no reports except that I slipped and fell. I. Don’t. Need. You.”
The pain that flashed through her eyes no longer did anything to me. I turned from her and took the medication and began to gather my stuff. Once she left I let out a shaky breath as I gripped my prison uniform. My sight went hazy and I felt sick and dizzy.
The nurse held me up and she looked at me with a skeptical gaze. She made me feel like she could read my mind. “What do you want?” I emphasized each variable in the sentence.
She frowned and sighed softly. “You do know who did this don’t you?” It wasn’t a question, a statement. I set my jaw and Growled softly as I slid my shirt over my head. “Why don’t you let her help you? She was pretty adamant about helping you.”
I grumbled and winced as I bent over to glide my underwear back on. “So what?” I muttered bitterly. “I don’t want her help.” I mumbled as I slid my pants up and sighed softly. “Am I free to go doctor, or do I need to wait for Chief Beifong to release me?”
She eyed me wearily before she sighed. “You can but I will leave some guards near you. If you start getting sick or feeling sick come to me immediately.”
I waved her off and began to walk back to my cell. The same guards that were hurting me were just walking out of Chief Beifong’s office. As I walked by, our eyes connected and I was the first to pull away. I felt queasy and I just wanted… I wanted things to be over. No more pain, no more hurting and beatings… no more heartbreak.