He’ll Never Feel The Same
Info - drinking, angst, jealousy, puking
The party was raging, colors were blurring as you took a shot. You stared in the direction of Kyle Scheible. Your heart seemed to beat out of your chest. He was chatting up some girl, and now your heart just ached.
You downed yet another shot. You'd had a hard week. Stressful, difficult, not to mention the whole being in love with someone completely out of your league. When Kyle had proposed a house party, you'd jumped at the idea. Any time spent with him was precious, but he'd barely spoken to you all night. Now your alcohol intake was getting dangerously high, and you wished you could leave.
"Hey Y/N," Ladybird was not drunk at all it seemed, but just enjoying her time.She noticed where you were looking, and grimaced. Lady Bird was one of your closest friends, and your only confidant concerning your feelings for Kyle.
"Hey, he doesn't really like that girl you know. I can tell, he's just talkin' to her nothing more-"
"I'm fine," You cut her off rather harshly. Then you felt something awful twist in your gut. You were going to puke. You covered your mouth and dashed toward the bathroom, with Lady Bird calling your name behind you.
You reached the open toilet bowl just in time to let all your dinner loose into it. You felt your body wretch with each new flow of vomit. Soon someone was holding your hair, and you were so grateful that you could've kissed them. It was Ladybird of course.
"Thanks," Your voice sounded like you'd rubbed sandpaper on your vocal cords. You looked down at the cold tile for a moment and tears filled your eyes.
"It's just so hard," you sniffed. "To see him there, just standing there, and feel my heart bursting with love for that stupid, stupid boy," You were full-on sobbing now. "And know," you looked up and saw a very sad Ladybird, through your blurred eyes. "And know, he doesn't... will never feel the same way. That he'll never notice the way I feel about him."
You buried your head in your hands and shook with tears. You couldn't handle this anymore, it hurt too much. You felt a gentle pat on your back. You felt sorry for Ladybird, for putting her in this situation, but you couldn't have kept the tears in even if you'd tried. You felt her presence leave, maybe she'd felt you needed time alone, but you didn't feel that way.
Ladybird pushed through the people standing with drinks or dancing on the floor to the music that seemed like a backtrack to this situation. She finally saw the golden tanned skin, the floppy hair, and dark green eyes, still chatting up that girl from earlier.
"Ladybird, mate why are you running?" Kyle asked jovially, he wasn't drunk either she could see.
"Can I talk to him, alone, just for a moment," Ladybird breathed heavily, and the girl nodded with a confused look on her face.
"Lady what-" Kyle started still grinning.
"What the Hell are you doing?" She asked roughly.
"I, What?" Kyle was confused now too.
"You told me last week, you were going to tell y/n how you felt," Ladybird snapped.
"I," Kyle looked embarrassed now. "I chickened out," he mumbled.
"Oh lord," ladybird threw her head back in exasperation. "Look, I promised myself I wouldn't interfere, but this is too much."
"What are you-"
"Y/N Likes you, Kyle!" She shouted.
"She what," Kyle gasped.
"Yeah, and right now she's crying, in your bathroom, about how much she loves ya!" Ladybird was angry at Kyle’s confusion now. You were sobbing and he couldn't get this small piece of information through his head.
"She loves me," Kyle’s mouth quirked up at the side.
"Yes now go!" Ladyburd said shoving Kyle ahead of her, running behind him. The two of them went to the bathroom where you were still crying on the floor.
"Y/N," Ladybird said. You looked up, horrified to see Kyle.
"Lady,” you growled, getting up. You were a bit shaky, but you still came off as pretty menacing. Her eyes widened.
"I had to tell him Y/N, he needed to know!" She said, hands up, backing away. He then bolted, and you began to charge after her, but Kyle caught you around the waist.
"I'm gonna kill you," You screamed at the door of the bathroom. You began crying again, everything was ruined. You couldn't believe Kyle was even touching you. However, he folded you into his arms, rocking you side to side, soothing you as his hand ran through your hair.
"I'm going to kill her,” you cried into his chest.
"Shh," He quieted you. He lifted your face to his, hands on your cheeks and jaw. He wiped your tears away with his thumbs, looking at you in a way you realized was the same way you looked at him.
"I love you too," he whispered gently, a small smile creeping on his face. A loving, happy smile, that made you know everything would be okay.
"You do?" You asked.
"Yeah, yeah I do," He said moving in closer. "May I kiss you?" he asked slowly.
"Yes," you breathed, and his lips met yours like a clash of symbols. A beautiful, loving kiss, with your favorite person.
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