being a kin from a media you no longer interact with , identify very little with the current version of yourself theyre portraying , AND just being pretty canon-divergent in general is very jarring . past me that i kin is still me in a lot of ways , but not at the same time . and neither versions of their present-day showings of me are me at all . so weird
but hey , im still me , if just very different . and i still miss my family :[
also ,,, its so weird to see basically no doubles ?? of me ??? whenever i kinfirm i look at doubles and go :] because i like seeing what doubles post of our same kin but the only doubles ive seen have been mentions in kinlists . very jarring . everything about this kin is very jarring
anyway i miss you sun , moon , lunar , and solar :[
- earth (past tsams/laes)
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