❝ Please look at me! ❞
Let’s get meta boys | Accepting
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BUT EVERY TIME HE DOES, she just drags him down for it! She’s never had any need for his attention, has she? He’s tried to understand her and be nice to her, but she’s never given him the room!
❝ I’ve tried! ❞ Shinji’s voice breaks, frustration beginning to seep through the cracks. It comes quietly, but still present in the tightness of his fists, jaw, brow. ❝ I’ve tried, Asuka...but you never let me. ❞
It’s the first time he’s ever heard this sort of vulnerability from her, consciously being displayed to him. But there’s no way it’ll last. It’s just ambivalence, and soon she’ll go right back to reminding him how worthless he really is.
❝ How can I help you if I don’t even know how? ❞
