Sometimes it's 4am and you want to tell Louis that if he ever choses to deny Larry publicly, that if all of this is ever proven wrong, you would be really upset that ten years of your and so many people's queer journey has been built on a lie. Even if we have fantasied all of it, he helped building a community he should be proud of (not necessarily for its actions but for its being at least) and should not disrespect a community that has been so engaged with his content no matter what. Of course he doesn't owe us anything, but it definitely has benefited him at some point and I hope he'd recognise that at least.