I know exactly how you feel. I know you don't believe me or trust me, but I do. I'm not going to force you to accept that or accept me because I know from experience that it doesn't work and it doesn't amount to anything because you don't know me well enough for it to. But if you need me, I'm here. It amazing that I can be here for you in ways that I can't be for myself. I know you've seen me fall and fail myself countless times, but you're not me and I won't let you down. And it's for you and me because I need you to be around. You don't understand that and you resent me for it, and that's okay. Maybe you'll never come around, but that doesn't mean I'll ever stop believing in you.