#lastmadhope

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Older nurrus sends one of those symbols.

He had better. her booty isn't there for him to stare at.

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>You don't like the playground. >Being outside means your dress is going to get dirty and someone's going to make fun of your horns and you're going to end up playing all by yourself. All the other kids have friends, and you've got them too but your best friend is out sick (or she got hurt. AGAIN...) so... you're alone today.  >you walk around the edge of the playground and sigh, watching all the other kids play. Sure is lonesome today, when everyone else is having fun... 

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What do you think of Nureus? (Shortly after their first meeting.)

He's something. If someone doesn't buy him, I will. And I'll free him too. I'll have to get the money from Phylus, of course... But he seems interesting. He's probably got a story to tell-- when he's not trying to snap at my fingers... Hmm.

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Also thats why he hates his beastly form because he knows thats what he is and what he will always be no matter how hard he tries to hide it, so having physical proof just destroys him

amanda i'm gonna kill you oh my god WHY ARE THEY SO TRAGIC?????

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The Prophecy and Why It’s Canon. So I really want to do more character analyses, despite having to write three yesterday. Anyway, the core of Advoca is that, although having probably eleven inhabitants of her hive, she’s lonely as hell. This causes her confidence to fall, which is why there are eleven trolls in her hive — it makes her easy to take advantage of. This is why she will be walking into her death, why she sleeps with more people than I can count, and why she has had trouble keeping any one matesprit for a significant amount of time. Her self-esteem prevents her from feeling that she could possibly deserve what she has, but her desire to be wanted, to be accepted, to be /loved/ just as any other living being would, prevents her from pushing everyone away. Unlike BBC’s version of Sherlock Holmes, who is a lonely man with very little motivation to attain any stable relationships, Advoca wants and needs and thrives off of her social relationships. If, one day, everyone got tired of her and left, she would die. Maybe not physically, but she would be similar to that of a zombie. She would wake up dead, go to bed dead, and walk hand-in-hand with whatever stranger will lie that they love her to keep herself at least slightly satisfied. She will do whatever it takes to know she is loved. This will lead me to my explanation for why Nureus and Advoca are like bread and butter. Advoca is lonely, as explained before. She will listen to anyone who says that they love her, be it a lie or the truth. Nureus is deceitful. He will lie to other people, he will lie to himself, hell, he even lied to Artemis on several accounts. He doesn’t quite love Advoca as truly as he claims to. Their relationship started with a lie. He pretended to like her because she didn’t treat him like dirt. This small lie slowly turned on him until he got wrapped up in his own fraudulence. He believes this because he would rather think he’s got at least one person in the world than know he has nothing. Know he wants nothing. When he realizes this is when he will become a black hole. He will take everything — lives, loves, luggage — anything he can reach. He will take it and destroy it because if he has nothing, nobody else should have anything, either. This means, as soon as Advoca leaves him, he will lose everything. As will everyone else. He will lie to himself and Advoca and Terezi and Courbe and anybody else who tries to befriend him, because, through this, he is fighting what he knows is inevitable. He doesn’t want to become the monster inside. He wants to be Nureus Pyrrhus; a young boy looking forward to the rest of his life, hoping to love, be loved, and enjoy what he has. Deep down, he knows this is fabricated, but he won’t let this show. It troubles him, but he won’t call attention to it. Because he knows that as soon as he does, he will wreak more havoc than any living being. Therefore, as long as Advoca needs love, and as long as Nureus fears himself, they will need each other. It’s sort of inevitable. — detective--who

i made hideous noises at this i am so sad now WHY THIS OMG

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Also do lastmadhope while youre at it because i love readibg your keysmashings about nurrus

He's something~ I adore him to no end and I think while he may not be happy now, he will be one day. Eventually. Maybe with me. Maybe not. We'll figure this out somehow. [[amanda nooooooooooooooooooo nureus please omg my heart these two i'm???? HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH wow i have a lot of feeling about nureus and i'm?????]] 

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>You've painted Legs with a golden sandal like design,Staring from tween your largest and second largest toe going up your leg and spreding out in feathery flame like effect,Small red 'gems' above each toe.It's sloppily done since you've done it awkwardly with your hands but it doesn't look too bad at all. Not for your face design.. uhmn.. Your going to need a brush for the rest of it.. Ok time to enlist the help of that douchebag because he owes you at least this much...

HEY NUUUURRUUUEEESSSSSSSSSSSS

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[Although Nureus won't be at the birthday party (he finds social gatherings of such dull) there will be a gift for Advoca waiting for her. It will be a long, sparkly teal dress. <3]

>WOWOWOWOWOWOWOW!!!!>You're not gone yet, and you need to find this fricker and KISS HIM PASSIONATELY because that is a pretty dress...