Wanted to share in text form (easier to read) an (alleged) cut conversation between Ashley and Shepard in ME3 that was posted on reddit 11 years ago. the source provided in the comments was deleted, but I still think it’s an interesting read regardless. obviously there's no dialogue branches, and some stuff is written a bit awkwardly, so it could be possible it simply wasn’t finished or isn’t real. anyway, enjoy! also sorry if this has been posted before.
Ashley: Hey Commander, I was just about to go look for you. I have a question for you.
A: I wasn’t sure… well. It’s not exactly regulation.
A: Laying there in the hospital, I had a lot of time to think. Lots of stuff going on, lots to try and deal with.
S: I understand. I’ve spent more time in hospitals than my own ship.
A: …and thanks for coming by. Hospitals always make me nervous. Something about shuffling off our mortal coil, y’know? I couldn’t wait to get out of there. I hate hospitals.
A: Hate the smell. Hate the colors. Hate the reminder of… the end, y’know?
A: Yeah… well, I guess I’ll come out and ask; you were dead… weren’t you? I mean… really dead. Right?
S: So I heard. I couldn’t say for sure, but I think so.
A: What did you see? Bright light? Dark tunnel? Anything?
S: That’s a big question, Ash. I’m not sure the answer will be what you’re looking for.
Ashley: It is what it is, Shepard. There's no right or wrong.
S: I was wondering when you would come out and ask me. People haven’t really asked.
A: That’s hard to believe. You died! You saw what’s next. How can anyone not be curious about that?
S: All right. I’ll tell you what I know. The truth is… I don't remember much.
S: I remember floating after an explosion in the Normandy pushed me out into space. There was a sharp pain in my chest. I couldn’t breathe but could feel the air being leeched from my lungs.
S: I struggled, tried to stop the air from leaking- all pointless… but it doesn’t take long before it was all blackness.
S: It was the Cerberus lab, Ash. Nothing else. I heard voices, muffled for a bit. The next time I woke up, I had to escape the facility.
S: I don't know, I’m sorry.
A: I guess the big question won’t get answered today.
A: Well, crap. You failed as my life-after-death inside source.
S: I could dance for you.
S: To tell the truth, I don’t remember anything.
S: Even with my experience, I don’t think I should be answering questions about your beliefs.
S: When I realized what had happened. What Cerberus had done to bring me back… I panicked. I shut down.
S: I pushed the fear away just long enough to deal with the Collectors… but it didn’t stay away.
S: The time alone in Alliance lock-up I had to confront what I was.
A: What are you afraid of?
S: Ash, I don’t know if I died and came back… or simply died.
S: I don’t know if this is the Shepard you knew, or some incomplete copy. I don’t know.