Crushing on other girls: a summary
When you meet a cute girl
When she calls you pretty twice the day you meet her
When she likes anime, video games and Japanese culture too
When she’s really interested in who you are and what you like to do, what your childhood was like, invites you to hang out at the campus wellness center sometime (just you two!) and implies that you should play video games at her dorm
When she doesn’t seem to really want to open up to you even when you reassure her that it’s okay to vent to you and that you don’t judge
When you’re in the car with her and a friend and she breaks down because she’s had a bad day and feels like she doesn’t have a group of friends and wonders if it’s because she’s ugly or has a bad personality but you see her as one of the sweetest and most beautiful people in the world and it breaks your heart to hear her say that about herself
When she starts venting about how she wants a relationship and how every guy she’s interested in seems to end up with a girl that’s like her but isn’t her and it dawns on you that she’s straight
When you get mad and hurt because girls who aren't interested in you but flirt a ton and lead you on are the type you've been trying to avoid for years and then you feel like a complete idiot for ever thinking someone like her would be interested in you or thinking that she was gay or another sexuality other than straight