#leavingfic

[zaynandhisboys]

Spinning, please!

It’s not as simple as it seemed with the other boys and Zayn. Louis’s so wrapped up in himself and his angst and how he feels about Zayn, that to him they seem monolithic--they are good with Zayn, even though Zayn doesn’t need them, everything hurts. But they aren’t, really. Or not just ‘everything’s like it was’. They can just manage to say his name. And they have the little bit of distance necessary to realize that it might not be easy without Zayn, but he’s the only one who can stop Louis from spinning out of control.

Put the title of one of my fics in my ask and I’ll tell you something about it that no one knows.

[zaynandhisboys]

love all ur fics but can u talk bout Spinning ♡

♡: my favorite part

This fic is hard for me to separate out, because it’s such an entity and came so quickly. But I think my favorite is actually the first part, because I just love (in an ow it hurts way) the idea of Louis begging Zayn to stay. Of him being so desperate he’d offer anything, and then it not being enough and that just destroying him. 

Fic writine meme!

[zaynandhisboys]

Spinning is so stunning! Thank you for writing it, it felt real and genuine and I feel like that's probably how zayn and louis are feeling rn irl

Thanks! It was very cathartic to write, and definitely remains my headcanon and probably will for the foreseeable future. (with or without the slashiness). I’m glad you enjoyed!

[zaynandhisboys]

Your Zouis is everything to me! 'Spinning' was the first ever Zouis fic I have read (I'm usually a Ziam girl when it vomes to fics) and now I'm obsessed! Pretty please write more Zouis! xxxxx (or maybe some angsty ziam?) ily

Thanks! I’m pretty proud of Spinning (and it’s still totally how I headcanon what’s happening right now, even if it’s not totally canon anymore. Although I suppose it sort of is? Emotionally, at least.) I’m glad you’re still on the Zouis train even though the irl boys that the characters are vaguely based off of are having a domestic! 

I am writing more Zouis--I’m signed up for the exchange and I’m pretty excited to write my prompts. It’s a lot of tropes I’ve always wanted to play with. I also, for your Ziam needs, have a first draft of aliensfic--which is crack and angst ziam--done, but I’m waiting to edit it until after James Corden so I can work what happens there (hopefully, nothing drama inducing, but who knows) into it. But that should be coming soon as well! 

[zaynandhisboys]

OHMAHGOD! ZOUIS FIC, GOOD, CRYING I WAS, AMAZINGNESS, SENTENCES MAKE I CANNOT. (Translation: that zouis fic was the shit boo. You blew my mind. I'm like in literacy love with you. YOU INSPIRE ME AS A WRITER. Did I mention the story was on point?)

Yay! Causing lapses into Yoda speak is the greatest compliment a writer can get. <3 <3 

[zaynandhisboys]

alright so i don't really read zouis, but i love your zarry fic so i decided to give it a try (plus i'm a sucker for angst, even more so canon angst sometimes). i was so emotional reading it but i loved it so much, especially their confrontation. it was written so well and felt really /them/

these sort of messages are honestly some of my favorites, because I’m so flattered I could make a character that could convince you to invest in a pairing/character you don’t usually do. so thanks! <3 

[zaynandhisboys]

Spinning was NOT OKAY. I read the summary and I waited hours before finally sitting myself down and reading it... it was emotionally everything that went through my head when it happened... thank you so much for writing it 3

You’re welcome! It was really cathartic for me to write too, so I’m glad it helped you too. <3

[zaynandhisboys]

omg ur zouis fic is so good!!!!!! love it❤️

Thanks!!!! Glad you liked it.