Comfort in the Form of Chaos
Fandom: Romantic Killer Characters: Anzu Hoshino | Kazuki Tsukasa Lee!Kazuki Ler!Anzu Summary: Anzu only wanted to repay Kazuki's effort, but ended up unlocking his secret weakness. Now, between board games and "scientific experiments," even the most composed boy can lose his composure, especially when he decides to challenge a competitive gamer. [Read also on Ao3]
The sound of pages being turned and the soft clinking of cutlery coming from the kitchen were the only signs of life in Anzu Hoshino's house. On the sofa, Kazuki Tsukasa calmly leafed through a school notebook, his eyes slightly tired, marked by dark circles. He had just arrived home from his part-time job and, even after hours of classes, still dedicated himself to his tasks with the same impeccable composure.
Anzu watched everything from the kitchen, leaning against the counter, with a somewhat guilty expression. "This is unfair..." She murmured to herself, looking at the almost-ready curry dish. "He does everything, studies, works, cooks sometimes, does laundry... And me? I only played one game and ate three chocolate bars today..."
Thus, determined, she slammed the lid shut on the pot more forcefully than necessary, grabbed a clean towel, and marched to the living room with the most serious face possible. Kazuki looked up from his notebook as she approached.
"I've finished dinner" She said, placing the folded tablecloth on the table. "But before that, sit up straight. Feet on the sofa, you're going to get a massage"
Kazuki blinked a few times, confused. "Huh? A massage?"
"Yes, a foot massage. You're welcome"
"I didn't ask for it... and honestly, it's not necessary. I'm fine, Hoshino"
She crossed her arms, staring at him. "You're always 'fine', Kazuki. But if you keep accumulating stress, you'll end up exploding. Or worse, aging before you're 20. And then you'll ruin my romantic gaming routes with your tired face hanging around the house"
He let out a low sigh, slightly amused. "You're offering me a massage to keep you immersed in the games?"
"Among other reasons, yes"
Kazuki hesitated, part of him wanted to refuse. It was strange, even embarrassing. But Anzu's insistent manner was hard to resist, and, well, his feet really did hurt a little. "Okay, but just a little"
"Victory!" Anzu celebrated discreetly, sitting down next to him on the sofa, pulling his feet into her lap. "Relax and let the pro do her job"
She then began to gently press the soles of his feet, trying to remember the massage videos she'd watched on some random late-night YouTube video. "You have incredibly... normal feet. I thought a schoolboy heartthrob's feet would have a shine or something"
"Sorry to disappoint you" He said, frowning slightly as he felt a firmer touch. "This... is actually good"
"Of course it is. You're talking to a gamer who survived level endings with absurdly difficult choices. I can handle pressure. Literally"
Kazuki let out a brief chuckle, his shoulders finally relaxing. "You know, Hoshino, you don't need to worry so much. I'm not doing all this because I feel obligated" He said, managing to imagine the reason for such a random action.
She paused for a second, without looking at him. "I know, but even so, I want to reciprocate. Even if it's just with a massage like this, I don't have much to offer, but I have time. And magic fingers"
"Magic fingers?" He repeated, raising an eyebrow.
"Don't criticize the name of my free service"
They laughed together, the atmosphere light and comfortable. For a moment, the silence was filled only by the touch of her fingers on the soles of his feet, and the strange, yet comforting, sensation of mutual care.
Kazuki glanced discreetly at her, who still avoided any direct eye contact, as was typical of her, and smiled slightly. "Thank you, Hoshino, really"
She shrugged, trying to hide the slight blush on her cheeks, and went back to concentrating on what she was doing, pressing the right points on the sole of Kazuki's foot, testing the techniques she swore she remembered from the videos, until she almost didn't notice the slight movement he made, almost.
"Wait a minute..." She narrowed her eyes, squeezing again, this time more gently, almost like a line, a little higher up, near his toes.
Kazuki pulled his foot slightly, in an instinctive reflex, and looked away as if he had been caught doing something wrong. "It was nothing, just a reflex" He tried to maintain his composure, but his insecure tone betrayed him.
She was silent for a split second. Then she smiled, very slowly, like a child who had just found a precious secret. "Kazuki, are you ticklish?" She asked, widening her eyes almost dramatically.
"I'm not—Hoshino!" He tried to pull away, but she had already grabbed his ankle as if it were a lottery prize.
"This. Is. Incredible!" She exclaimed loudly, clearly excited. "The guy who manages to stay calm with girls throwing themselves at him in high school loses his composure with a touch on the foot?"
"I knew this was a terrible idea" Kazuki covered his face with his hand, visibly embarrassed.
"A terrible idea for you maybe, but for me this is invaluable information" She giggled, positioning her fingers threateningly.
"Hoshino, don't you dare..."
"Kazuki, I will" And without further warning, she began to trace and lightly poke the length of his sole.
Kazuki flinched, letting out a muffled laugh, trying to maintain control. "S-Seriously, stohohohohohop it!" He said through gritted teeth, trying to pull his foot back.
"Oh, no, this is like 'Discover the secret heartthrob's hidden weakness', an achievement!" She tried another approach this time, sliding her fingers more carefully along the arch of his foot.
"Hahahahahahaha! H-Hoshino!" Kazuki squirmed.
"What? This is practically science, I'm mapping your sensitivity, so you should be thanking me"
Kazuki finally managed to pull his foot away and retreated to the other side of the sofa. "This is sensory harassment" He grumbled, his cheeks flushed.
Anzu looked at him, hands raised, still laughing. "Okay, okay, I'll stop, for now. But admit it, you feel lighter now"
He looked at her, half exasperated, half amused. "Yes... But I'm afraid of what else you might do with this kind of discovery"
"Secrets have consequences, Kazuki. And this one, now, is mine" She said, leaning back on the sofa with a victorious air, while Kazuki tried to regain his dignity. But even he couldn't hide the stubborn little smile at the corner of his lips.
Deep down, despite the embarrassment, there was something comforting in all that chaos.
The night passed peacefully at Anzu's house. After the "torture session" and dinner, as Kazuki was beginning to refer to the recent experience, they settled into the living room, now with a board game box between them, open on the floor.
Anzu finished arranging the pieces with the attention of a war general. Kazuki, on the other side, watched her with a strategic gaze, despite his usual calm.
"Okay" He said, crossing his arms. "Since you enjoy exploiting other people's weaknesses so much, I propose something fair"
Anzu raised an eyebrow suspiciously. "Here we go again"
"One game, just one. If I win, I get the right to retaliate with the same tickling you did to me" He seemed very calm for someone who also had a chance of losing. "On the same terms, foot for foot"
She stared at him silently for a second, then smiled, that mischievous smile. "And if I win...?"
Kazuki hesitated, but knew he was already at a dead end. "You can continue your 'sensitivity mapping' with extended time"
"Perfect" She said, snapping her fingers. "Let the games begin!"
~Twenty minutes later
"NO!" Kazuki's eyes widened as he watched Anzu move the final piece on the board with ease. "This isn't possible..."
"Possible? This was inevitable, my dear Kazuki" She leaned back triumphantly, her arms raised like an Olympic champion. "You dared to challenge me in a game. I'm trained in timed stages, moral decisions, and multiple endings, you never stood a chance"
"I underestimated your competitive instinct" He admitted.
"You shouldn't have given me this choice" She said, already approaching him with a predatory look and her fingers in an attack position.
Kazuki raised his hands, instinctively recoiling. "Wait, calm down, let's negotiate. I can do the dishes for a week. A month! But—"
"Negotiation refused, you knew the risks" She then jumped beside him with the speed of someone who had already played hours of a game in insane mode. Kazuki tried to escape, but she was faster, firmly gripping his ankle and sliding her fingers along the sole.
Kazuki immediately squirmed, letting out a laugh. "Hahahahahahaha! Hoshino!"
"Ah, what a wonderful sound" She said, laughing too. "Like victory music!"
This time, she explored more precisely, remembering the points that had made him react more before, paying special attention to the arch and toes.
Kazuki tried to maintain his composure, but laughter escaped in waves. "Hahahahahahahaha! Stop it... stahahahahahap it...!" He said between laughs, his shoulders trembling, almost bent over on the floor.
"This is just the beginning" She replied, feigning exaggerated seriousness. "We're only in the first phase of the experiment. Next: the center of the sole"
Kazuki covered his face with his hands, laughing and murmuring between giggles. "Why did I think I could beat you? Hahahahahahahahaha!"
Anzu paused for a moment, still with her hand on his foot, and smiled, more gently this time. "Because you're too competitive. And also because, deep down, I think you don't care that much about losing to me" She winked.
He glanced at her sideways, the smile still on his lips. There was something there, something light, comfortable, and almost intimate. "Maybe" He replied, without denying it.
She finally let go of his foot and threw herself back against the sofa, laughing. "Next time, let's play Mario Kart. But I'm warning you, I only lose if I'm blindfolded and have one hand occupied with chocolate"
Kazuki shook his head, but couldn't hide the genuine smile that took over his expression, as if he had already accepted defeat in advance.
