Have you ever just really goofed up while interacting with someone and you tried to have a casual conversation with them on multiple occasions but you threw yourself in an awkward situation unintentionally and it's uncomfortably tense and you're the one that comes off as /that/ odd person by accident? idk? You just feel really bad because you really want to be friends with that person but now you're embarrassed/nervous about starting a new conversation with them after a long period of time in fear that they may just really not like you as a person anymore? So you just kinda start small talk and it goes over well but now you're afraid to say anything else because you feel like you're bothering them and you don't want to come off as weird to them again? And you're wondering how you messed up human interaction that much? Idk I mess up a lot. If I have ever done this to you I'm terribly sorry, I didn't intend to become that weird of a person, it was definitely an accident and I'm now terrified of talking to you/I feel like a burden when a conversation starts between us because I feel bad that you have to talk to me ;;