#lets rebuild

[neverkn0wnnotused]

i feel like an absolute child for maintaining any sort of hope. it's only getting harder for afab + queer people to recieve medical help. to recieve mental help. it's becoming increasingly more difficult to have any sort of faith in a world where i can have children. because i do want them. just not right now. it's nearly impossible for me to think that ill ever live past twenty. thats two years from now but the way that my hallucinations and delusions work makes it feel decades away. the longer im on this earth and in this country and in this house the more i feel hopeless. but i refuse to give up hope again. i have been through shootings. i have been through bomb threats. i have been through unimaginable abuse. but i wont give up hope. i can't. hope is all we have.

and my hope looks like anger. anger at the bullshit beings that run this place. it looks like riots and post apocalyptica. it looks like the dystopia between downfall and rebuild. my hope is not gone. it's just not soft.

[treetopdynamite]

Let’s Rebuild | Karen & Luke

@fullbxdied

As soon as Luke saw the guild’s post about rebuilding Max’s burned down business, the officer immediately volunteered to help out, as well as donated the full amount needed and some supplies he had lying around. It was the least he could do, really. Max was family, now, and he needed to look out for family. 

Amber eyes scanned the list of people who were working together at the rebuilding site, the shambled ruins of what was once The Musiceum scattered about the area. Looked like his partner was someone named Karen. He looked around and wasn’t sure exactly who the hell this person was. He cupped his hands around his mouth and shouted loudly so that he could be heard above the crowd. 

“Whoever Karen is, this is Luke yelling! I’m gonna go stand over by the supplies!” With that, he made his way over to where the guild had provided all of the necessary tools and supplies needed to rebuild the music store. It was a good thing he learned a thing or two from his old man about building stuff...