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Im happy that you found someone else :)... youll see it will be fine :) you wont lose these new person

I have no one new. This person has been with me for years now. 

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sweety you can talk to me in private... let your ex go if he is making you unhappy

There is a person more important to me than him. Nothing of this is because of him.

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Are you mad because of what I told you?

Mad in general. And I don’t enter much here anymore. 

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Ill try, one of the thing is my father died just weeks ago my ex-bf cheated and I left him and then i had sex with 3 other guy and i don't know if i did good or bad those are some of the thing eating away my brain...

I'm so sorry for your loss. You did good leaving your ex-boyfriend. Your value as a person comes before anyone else. Always hold yourself high for that decision. Humans are sexual creatures, so having sex isn’t a bad thing but I hope you had safe sex. Always be safe when having sex with multiple partners. And I can’t tell you if its right or wrong. Only you may decide this.

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Sorry for bothering you, but how can I manage to forget something or give up on everything I have?

I can’t answer this very specific for you because I am not you but I can say this:

 You don’t forget things, you simply learn to control how they affect you. You don’t give up on what you have, you accommodate them to what you can handle right now, and the rest will follow. Take what you can, don’t shoulder more than you can carry.

I’m sorry if this isn’t much but each individual does things differently.

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Can I have a poem to reduce or alleviate slump and suicidal thoughts_

Of course, love. Hope this helps.---------------Though the storm ragesthroughout my mind,I wait for the calm.I await the shores that come after the tide shushesand the winds start itsspring whispering.I row away from callouswaters into the small detailsof life beyond the horizon.