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I love that I can tell my aunt anything.. & when I say anything I mean it. I can tell her when I’m struggling with lust and self hatred and wanting to hurt myself and she still looks at me the same. She loves me and talks to me and makes me laugh and you just don’t know how grateful I am for that women. She has been a key person in my healing from depression and she’s let me vent out some pretty heavy things. As to how I was abused and how I’ve harmed myself. She inspires me to love God deeper and with passion. She is constantly interceding for me and isn’t afraid to tell me what I need to hear. I praise God for giving me such an amazing spiritual leader.

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Please keep me in your prayers. I’m not okay right now

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I refuse to start thinking this way again. I will run to Jesus.

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The fact that im alive right now is a miracle because i know for a fact i'd be dead at my own doing right now if i did not know the Lord. So I am grateful for knowing Him. No matter what ive been through or what im feeling He is good and i love Him. Today is 38 days that ive been clean of self harm and all glory and honor goes to the One who deserves it. 

Happy Thanksgiving tumblr friends <3 

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hi

I have had such a sucky week and ive struggled so much with not just existing and feeling like i should hurt my self cause i just felt so numb and tired and alone and sad and frustrated and angry and im tired of listening to how i feel when living for God is so much more than how you are feeling but what God says about you and He says i am loved and free indeed and chosen and holy and beautiful and set apart and destined to do great amazing things so im gonna keep holding on to those promises and tell my feelings and the enemy to shut the heck uuuuuup. 

this has been a looong run on sentence by Dina :) 

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That moment when your crying in your room and you here a knock at the door and you gotta pull yourself together but you just cant.