talking about levi memories lmao
so i dont know exactly how old i was when this happened lets assume around 8-9
i was still living with kenny and i was playing with a fucking butterfly knife, cause thats what u did in the underground. toys? no. deadly weapons? yes. and im playing with it and spinning it around and
in my haste
it slips
and flies from my hand
and this fucking knife, sails through the god damn air and knocks something off the nearby table and it fucking Shatters.
and i stare at it
and then the knife
and then at it again
and then the knife again for old times sake
and then the fucking thing i just broke
so in my head im just ‘screaming internally’ but i was not raised by kenny for nothing, so i grab a broom and sweep it up in a pile and get this piece of cloth and like, wrap it up in it.
I Know What I Must Do.
and as i start to head outside, kenny fucking comes home, greets me, and then heads on into the room where i had just committed my First Murder™
and im trying so hard to slide out that door, but then he comes back over to me and is like “did you see that (thing on the table i just fucking broke)”
“the what?” i am an Angel From God Kenny. I Have Not Seen It.
“the (thing)”
“nope.”
and he gets this like, old man confused look on his face and he turns and heads back to the room and he was muttering Something but im not sure what
however the cost is clear. my time has come.
and i like book it out into this like?? area of dirt nearby with a shovel and bury the fucking thing and walk away afterwords knowing that i had just committed Murder.
he never found out
