Lexi pay attention to me.
Idk like I was telling Lillian a story today about something that happened when we were together and she was laughing and then later I was talking to Gillian and was like "When we were dating, Aiden's hands were like twice the size of mine and I told him he was a tree like twice a day" and idk we were cute and he was really good at listening to me and he knew how to make me laugh
and i fucking hate this
Because this is the first time that i've actually missed an ex boyfriend this much
and he won't talk to me. like, i can understand why but it still hurts because i know i did this to him and just left him out in the cold like this without any warning, but that doesn't mean i want him out of my life forever. and he's probably heartbroken but that doesn't mean i don't want him to not talk to me
because he's really cute and the actual best boyfriend i've ever had
and lexi help me
because he's really cute
