#liellanshit

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*squeezes myself into a corset because I need to simulate being held*

[liellan]

Ladies and other breasted people, you ever just lay in bed and get comfy and you realize you’re unconsciously holding a titty?

[liellan]

Me: I want nice skin

Skin: You know you gotta eat well and stop eating sugar right?

Me:

[liellan]

I've been trying a new art technique called "it doesn't matter if you think it's good just finish it" and I've made some really good progress. A lot of things I would have given up on otherwise turned out surprisingly good.

[liellan]

Oh God I'm so sick I literally can't even roll over without nearly throwing up, and I have a government exam the day after tomorrow. Lord help me

[liellan]

Do you know how I know I found the right one for me?

After a long, exhausting day at work, and very little sleep, with my nerves rubbed raw, normally I want to lay in bed alone and sleep. Seeing anyone makes my frazzled brain worse. But my guy makes me feel better. Just having him around calms me and smooths down my nerves. Soon the nerves and panicked energy is gone and I'm just tired, but I'm happy. I found a great guy for me, and I'm really happy I have him.

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Personal

I just had a nice big cry and got sorted out some of the things that have been bugging me about myself and my current situation. And it felt really good. Especially because I had my boyfriend holding me and telling me everything will be okay. And you know what? I think it will.

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So yesterday, my long distance boyfriend surprised me! He was supposed to fly in today from Vancouver for spring break. Well, my friend and i were supposed to be going shopping yesterday, so she came and picked me up as usual. Then she told me she needed something from the trunk of her car. I thought It was a weird request, but whatever. So I get out of the car and open the trunk, and squashed in the trunk is my boyfriend!!! Of course I flipped out and like jumped in the trunk. And he had all the friends assembled at Moxie's and we went rollerblading and it was an all around good time. So basically, rontheginger is the best bf ever.