#life uptade

[wtf-djenny]

Updating this atrocity

My eyes hurt with that color

[wtf-djenny]

For my past self:

We've realized our childhood dream and we're a ballerina now! Not quite professional yet but on our way!!

We've got a few very cool tattoos but the piercings don't belong in our face anymore (only the nose one)

We've finally settled with a nice and fitting hair color instead of one every week (not that I didn't like it, but it was a bit high maintenance) ((it is copper, if you're interested))

We've lost a lot of weight! Yay! Again, not exactly where we wanted, but again, on our way there!

We still love some good emo music, black veil brides mostly (good old times) but BTS is the only one we have room for in our heart right now (we even have a tattoo for it!)

We work. A lot.

We've recently discovered we have a very very high chance of being autistic, like, almost sure, but we can't afford a doctor right now so we don't have an official diagnosis.

We don't have friends like, at all. 🤷🏻‍♀️

We don't have crushes as well, dating is a very distant thing, probably last in our priority list. (We kinda discovered the chances of getting hurt are not worth it)

The possible autism justifies SO MANY things about our life, from mental health issues to habits, to lack of socialization, awkwardness in general, things we never understood, but we will be okay now.

We're currently hyper fixated on airplanes (did I write this right? It sounds weird)

We're having trouble looking for a way to study and mom is very on top of us because we're losing time.

She also says we're childish, immature, irresponsible, and she mocked us in the middle of the store bc we didn't want to talk to the guy in the phone section, she said we're just a little kid.

We're 21 btw.

We have two cats, an orange tabby with white, Billy and a gray tabby, Josh.

We have a little sister!!! She's 6 now.

We have everything samsung now 💁🏻‍♀️✨️

We don't have much time to do art but we're still pretty good!

We used to be 🐈‍⬛️🖤🎸🤘👩‍🎤🌚🌑🌌😢🎹🪕🎤🎼🔊🗡🩸⛓️

Now we are 🩰💕🐈✈️✨️🎀👑🫧⚜️🎶🌸🌷🦋🪷

[wtf-djenny]

I've decided this will become a little life archive, since I've had this blog for many many years and if I look deep enough, I'll find the most obscure years of my life in here

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Life is 50/50

So two thing have happened recently: 

Firstly, I won the 50/50 and got Zhongli at around 60pity with my last single wish (honestly I had given up hope already)

Anyway the other thing: 

I had a kind of big test coming and like literally 5-10mins before that I fell down the school stairs, spraining my right ankle pretty badly in the process. The school nurse ended up sending me home and I couldn’t (more like freed) do the test obviously, because I couldn’t walk and was kinda in pain (also bit emotionally shook)

No worries tho. I went to the ER later and nothing is broken but my right ankle’s ligament(s) is/are partially torn. So for a week now I’ve been wearing a ankle brace and also had (as we the students call it jokingly) “the school elevator privlilege” (bc, at my school only those in need get to use it - which is logical).

Must also mention that the diagnosis mentions the wrong foot (left), but hey at least it’s the right part of the body. 

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Semi-hiatus

Hi ! I won’t be able to post original contents for a while. I had some health problems and I won’t be able to really study or anything for at least a month. I can’t wait to get back to really studying but for now, I have to take it slow and get healthy again !

Good luck everyone, I hope you’ll stay motivated and everyone who has exams, I really hope you’ll ace them !

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Still sad as fuck because of the fucking laptop