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23.
it’s okay if you have not accomplished all that you want to accomplish by now; there is a time and there is a reason for everything. Don’t worry.
Remember that, you’ve come along way and you’ve worked hard. Never belittle the small things, instead celebrate them.
“Just say you're the one and that my search is done.”
-We Match by Gabe Bondoc
Just some thoughts.
You won’t ever hear me complain about much. Unless I’m being extra moody because I’m HANGRY AF. All you gotta do is feed me, then I’ll be in a better mood.
But this post isn’t about me being HANGRY. It’s about how I deal with certain situations. Let’s first settle this: I am the type of person that doesn’t open up so easily. I’m an open book, yes, and I wear my emotions on my sleeves...but to be completely vulnerable and really express my most inner thoughts and feelings is not something I do.
Sure, I can definitely blame my lack of communication to my cultural upbringing...because let’s face it. Most Asian cultures tend to turn their heads regarding such things about being open about their thoughts and feelings...but I would like to add this thing about myself. It’s really hard for me to just be clear about my feelings and thoughts and the things I need.
I can never shake off the feeling that no one truly listens and they hear you out but just to give their own input. You feel me? That’s why I’d rather stay quiet and keep things to myself.
Another thing, I can be completely blunt and spontaneous. I get in trouble for those kind of things. But if I happen to upset or offend you, please just let me know. Don’t be afraid to approach and correct me. The things that really upset me: is when a friend can’t be honest with me and tell me if I did them wrong. Yeah, I may be stubborn...but I would appreciate your patience with me as I try to improve and grow as a person.
Realization 7/9/18
My intuition and faith has never failed me. During my dark times and those times where i thought I’d stop feeling or acting a certain way by surrounding myself with what I thought were supportive people and taking on many responsibilities...I was basically trying to fix myself by filling in holes and being in an environment that was not good for me and I also have to acknowledge that I was toxic as well.
I just knew that I needed to take a step back. Pray. Reflect. And be patient with what God is trying to show me and guide me to.
The things that I thought were best for me...God showed me that He had something better. Even though it hurts, knowing that there’s just somethings that aren’t truly meant to be yours. Whether it’s certain relationships or things you aspired for...God had other plans for me. It took a while for me to see and to act on it...but reflecting on just this past year alone...Never in my 23 years old life have I ever felt so content and at peace with myself.
Yeah, I still have my own daily struggles and triumphs...but I feel a lot more growth and confident to keep going. To fight. To endure. To lead. To Inspire. To care for.
Keep your eyes focused on what's in front of you. Move forward, with the mistakes of the past motivating you to be better...to do better...don't be bitter. Nothing worth having comes easy. That's why you have to work, exert effort, shed some tears, break a sweat, & even bleed. That's what makes your journey beautiful, the sufferings and sadness you'll endure. Because it shapes you. have faith. Pray fervently. Don't doubt. Be dedicated and hard working. Be obedient and humble. Live a quiet and humble way of life. shine so bright so you can help guide others. Don't let the world make you hard, always be soft and gentle.
Getting that itch to just get away for awhile. Everything has been taking a toll on me. I don't mean to run away, but I just need a break. I need to breathe, refresh my mind, and somehow cease that ache in my heart.
05 Feb 2k15
.Sitting here alone in the living room...trying to write my literary analysis paper, but not having the right motivation or inspiration to do so. It's due next friday, but I think my professor wanted us to have a rough draft done this friday? eh oh whale. whatever. I also have another paper due this Sunday and a response essay on tuesday. Tbh, online classes are such a pain in the butt. But I signed up for these classes for a reason, so I need to stick to it and work hard,
Plenty of thoughts are flooding my brain; causing harm to my own self. Overthinking can kill you. But good thing music can take away some thoughts...Right now, I'm currently listening to Speechless by Beyonce...which is in her Dangerously In Love Album.
1. You will be fine without me. I dont want to, but it's more like I need to. I need to try something new. I want to help those in need.
2. Through good times, thank God. Through bad times, praise God. You know He doesn't put you through things He knows you can't handle...remember the blessings he gave you. we are all so unworthy of them, but He is truly merciful. Remember that when you face trials, God isn't trying to punish you, instead He is building up your strength; He is testing your faith; so don't give up so easily. But if He is punishing you, then obviously you need to realize that you need to do something about it.
3. In every way possible, I am trying to dedicate myself unto Him. I don't mean to brag, but even with my duties as choir, cws, secretary, and kadiwa...it's not enough. The only thing that's missing from my part, is the ability to bear a fruit. I honestly feel ashamed. I'm embarrassed really, I am. But I need to start trying even more. Because...if I am really dedicating myself unto Him...I have to fully comply with all the teachings and commandments, right? I shouldn't neglect this. So here's to trying to invite people. So if you're a stranger, Hi...my name is Ujena Gabrintina and I am a member of the Church of Christ, Iglesia Ni Cristo. You should check out incmedia.org (BUT IF YOURE NOT A STRANGER THAN HI, JUST CHECK IT OUT ANYWAYS)
4. I don't have a favorite color. I like dark shades of red/pink. I like emerald/forest green. I like teal/navy blue. I like gray.
5. Honestly, I'm very hesitant to do other things outside of church because I am afraid of those outside things hindering me from performing my duties. Or I'm afraid that I'd be tempted to do something utterly stupid and crazy. But there are somethings I need to do...like get a part time job.
6. I'm tired of being the first to initiate conversations. So if you don't start it, then we won't talk. Unless I crack because I feel like talking. You should consider yourself special if I actually do initiate conversation first.
7. every time you leave...you take a big part of me with you.
8. it still hurts.
9. I used to pray real hard that every time i saw those certain colors together...it would be a reminder that God has a future for the both of us&I'd just have to be patient.... And right now, it's almost 2AM. & you popped into my head. Honestly, I dont really care anymore. You'll always have a special place in my heart...but I don't see a future for us...only friendship. I wonder how you are. You seem happy. and I'm glad. That's all I've ever wanted for you; to be happy.
10. friendship is a good foundation.
11. I'm going places. My second destination is Washington. & I can't wait.
12. After Washington, next is Philippines.
13. If youre reading this...this whole thing...you're a freaking stalker.
14. worried about my future. not really sure what it contains. nor do I know for sure what I want to be. pero like, I am still young. If one thing doesn't work then I can always have another chance.
15. tug of war. with getting my hopes up and putting an extra super lock for gaurding my heart.
16. we'll see what happens.
17. "If I had a pair of wings, I would pick you up and fly you far away from here..." I remember when you first made me listen to this song. Instead of encouraging me to run away from my problems, you taught me how to face it head on. You taught me how to be strong on my own. and I can't thank you enough for that.
18. Reminder: whatever it is you're worried about...you already know to tell Him everything. Even when you can't put it into words...have faith that He will grant you with everything you need. So there's no need to worry. You are never alone. You may be strong, but you also have your limitations. Rely on Him and what He can do for you.
19. When you feel like you need to cry, just go through your hymnal and go to all those hymns that hit the spot. You know it'll comfort you.
20. asdfgthyjuklhiqwertyuilikeasdfghjkyou. good night.
Something to pray about.
if you're unsure of something...then obviously you know that's obviously something to pray about. Ask for guidance. He knows what is best for you.
Don't decide on your own. Don't be impulsive. Be cautious, Ujena. Know your limits. Remember your priorities.
