Jan 4, 2015
Q: Why do you feel so bad? A: Because I need to get my life together. Q: Why don't you get your life together? A: Because I need time. Q: Why don't you take the time now? A: Because I need more. Because it's not enough. And why do/start something if you're not gonna finish it?
This is the mindset I need to escape. If I can just get out of this mudslide, I'll feel a little bit better, at least how normal people feel. I wonder if nirvana is possible to achieve, and if the first step is to simply not care.