Sep 15, 2022
I want to be at my meanest. Let out all this raging turmoil inside me. No one’s fault just mine. And one day, it’ll soon be over. This is the reason why I have never allowed myself for the longest years to fall in love. It makes me even crazier, erratic, needy, jealous, angry, irrational, pessimist and I can’t find myself being radical. I loathe myself for embracing this love. I hope the universe will be with me to detoxify my soul soonest. I regret being vulnerable and being too trusting in love again. I regret being bolder and braver in love. There is just too much anger inside me that everyone are my enemies….. But as always this too shall pass, this too shall pass, this too shall pass… I’m getting there! Ti amo arrivederci…
