As a Lightworker, I have come to realize the power of thoughts, words, and intention. For a long time in my life, I found myself in a state of deep depression, confusion, and overall stagnation. I had no desire to remain on this planet, let alone build a life here. Everything felt so foreign here to me. I mean in many ways this is understandable as this planet is not my place of origin, however while I am here, I might as well make the best of it. Through much therapy, soul searching, energy healing, and meditation, I have slowly come to realize that I am the creator and manifestor of all things that happen in my Earth body at this time. If I want something different, I have to think, create, and manifest something different.
After years of simply having dreams, I decided to live my dreams. I packed up my car, my pets, and my belongings that would fit into my car and drove West. Many of the people, if not , all of the people that I knew thought I was crazy. I was literally surrounded by people who seemed to be content being unhappy and unfulfilled. I couldn’t do it anymore. Ever since my early teens, I knew I was meant to be in California. I didn’t know why. I just knew that California was where I belonged and so that is where I went.
My life here in California has had its own array of ups and downs, but it has hands down been one of the best experiences of my life. I have grown so much since I moved here. I have found myself being and continuing to become the person that I always knew I was meant to be instead of the extremely depressed person I was who was continually trying to fit in all of these boxes in which people tried to place me.
As I sat on the beach this morning not long after sunrise with my dogs, I realized that I WAS in fact living in MY OWN truth. I knew what I wanted at this point in my life and I manifested exactly that. The moral of this rant is that you HAVE the power and the ability to create the life that you want to have. You just have to take the time and energy to manifest it.