Apr 3
just listened to strangers ethel cain in hollanov context for the first time ever and almost threw up and died. “don’t talk to strangers or you might fall in love” “how funny i never considered myself tough” “you’re so handsome walking over to me now” “i tried to be good am i no good” “with my memory restricted to a polaroid in evidence” “am i making you feel sick” “found you just to tell you that i made it real far and that i never blamed you for loving me the way you did while you were torn apart i would still wait with you there” “don’t worry about me and these green eyes mama just know that i love you (i do) and i’ll see you when you get here”