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Midnight Thoughts CH Van

Everything I ever thought of during the night, where I cant sleep and my mind buzzing around, I never, EVER wrote it down anywhere apart from my own mind. Where my brain somehow dumps all those things down to the depths of my subconcious part of the brain and never been hooked ever again.

I lost nearly thousands-heck, Millions of images/imagination/short clips or scenarios of an events/ a short imaginative clip of a random thing or scenario again/music/beat/lyrics/everything, all flushed down in my depths of my own mind, never to be seen ever again.

I probably am ranting this since I wanted to stop these events to happened again to me, and start using tumblr to get it off my chest with my horrible Grammar... and yet I typed like a 5 year old. DAMN.

I might be awake at this time (3:37 am), but my mind is partially dead inside...Gonna edit this once my brain is fully fuctioning and fix this post. it is a mess.

I also felt utter SHIT, this aint my first time tho! I’ve felt so empty, dumbed down and aimless after I finished my S16 in first year. I might be suffering internal depression with my own thoughts..? Have you ever felt being a waste of skin and resource to the world and society? well I am feeling that now, I had these... daydreams or skits in my head (scenarios) where I cracked finally.. stopped being a lonely loser where I give a half assed shit at anything I do/try. I CANT EVEN BE GOOD AT MY OWN SHIT. I see my friends that can get sooooo deep near perfection on a game/subject/anything... me? nope.... Im always that smartass who knew literally nothing and act like a total know it all mufucka.

I wasted my 2nd year literally being a waste... doing nothing and just being shit depressing

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About Lil-dudes

Born and Raised in The Indo-Pacific, D, whom loved to draw Automobiles (and sometimes anything he catches his eyes), is a talented young teenager lost at his own Dreamworld. Where Any cars drift with smokes of creativity filled his brain to fight against the evil IB raiders procrastination whom vandalizes his memories as well as his creativity slowly. He was educated at an International school, suffering from the pains of IB his procrastination and laziness. Currently, is now studying in England. Founder of Velocitystalker.

Timeline:

Started fascinated on Cars and Automobiles at the age of 3, playing little toy cars as well as wrecking its Glorious-well-done-paintjobs.

He began to draw at the age of 5, mostly 2D side view drawings. As years past he developed his skill further and sharper, achieving his first 3D Car designs.

He designed and awed many of his classmates at 7, where he drew a detailed Ford Focus design. (although the evidence is lost from his art teacher, he had a loyal friend acknowledging it.)

Fell in loved and/or inspired in Racing, he began to draw and design Racing automobile liveries or graphics for Need For Speed Shift as well as Car town Facebook.

Achieved his first "Completed" Design of the Nissan Silvia s16 2010 for his IB (international Baccalaureate) Personal Project at Grade 10, passing with the mark of 5 / 7

Surpassed his Foundation Degree/certificate with his final term's project about designing a functional car headlight and taillights in 2014, and Is now doing Automotive design course (1st year)

Created “VelocityStalker” 

Achieved his first completed design of 1st year’s design proposal throwback to 2010 for the 2015 Silvia S16!

Surpassed his 1st year, and now currently in 2nd year Automotive Design Course

*UPDATED* 1st Jan 2022

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HEY VIEWERS! and cinnamonana.. ;) welcome to see my portfolio and my automotive drawings! mostly posted the finished products, not literally idea-kind-of-sketches due to copyrights and ULTRA-paranoid of plagiarism.