#lilanons

[lilakennedy]

I wonder if galloper had like a tiny tree he decorates for the winter with stuff he has found in Jorvik when he can cross through l. Since the winter festivities probably had been around for a while

anon, this is a super sweet ask & i love to think about him in context with the winter event but i need you to know that the notification i got for this?

it cut off at: "I wonder if galloper had like a tiny tree..."

and i laughed for a solid 5 minutes at the mental image of Galloper just standing there with a little potted tree-

[lilakennedy]

wait so you wanna make a third part of Kings Road?? :oo i loved those fics sm!!

Oh, thank you so much dear!! That means a lot! ♥

I am actively working on Chapter 3 of Old Kings Road, yes!! It's just coming along slowly due to my health, a breaking keyboard, my Seasonal Depression and some real life events keeping me very busy!

I am 100% commited to posting this chapter, I just cannot tell you when exactly - For now, I have the whole chapter planned and already written several thousand words for it! 💫

[lilakennedy]

Sooo fun fact there’s allegations that when you’re beheaded you can still try to talk and such

oh yea!! i've heard of this - it's speculated that you actually stay "conscious" for a good 20-30 seconds after decapitation which is......eerie, to say the least.

according to bystanders some people have reacted to actions, like their name being called,

[lilakennedy]

Soo he was beat up before Jon jarl ordered him to be beheaded

@wildwoods-sworn said something similar on the tags of this post!! (i hope it's alright that i bring your tags up!)

and....goodness, it's such a heartbreaking thing to think about, no matter which way it's twisted,,,

[lilakennedy]

What don't you like about Seán anymore? Why are you not that into him anymore?

oh god, there’s,,,,so much - which is why we’re even in this situation in the first place, because it piles up.

i’ve talked about it on my blog for months now, since that shift started, so there’s a lot to summarize here. 

but i’ll try my best to keep it short!! if you want some longer explanations and my thoughts on stuff you might wanna go through my blog - i might link some posts here and there tho, if i can find them!

shit that fucks me up is:

how Sean seems to dodge valid criticism and brush it all under “hate”. 

he dodges all points we make about current issues and turns it into “you just miss the green hair!!” .

Sean also really has a hand for praising the people that kiss his ass. whether it is on purpose or not - he does it a lot.

i personally don’t like the reddit videos and i can’t believe we lost FHV to that -

so many empty promises, and no i don’t just mean the ego stuff.

Seans entire?? “not everyone will like what i do! it’s ok if people leave!” mentality has reached such a weird extreme? like the community is falling apart and he just thinks it’s cause he isn’t as hyper in his videos anymore???

and as much as people don’t wanna admit to this one, there’s some pretty obvious favoritism. which in itself isn’t an issue!! we all have favorites!!! but when you watcha twitch stream and he only talks to the same 5 people, only interacts with those same 5 people on twt and also on tumblr,,,,that’s when it gets annoying.

he lost his transparency. i don’t mean sharing his private life with us, but just overall. he’s become,,,,weird.

it’s also really fucking hard to take anything he does as genuine nowadays. which sucks, but that’s just how it is for me.

same with his videos, his commentary feels so off and forced a lot of the time, i personally think it’s even more obvious in collabs.

Sean mentioned a few times that he wants to make sure to have affordable merch too besides 50€ hoodies, but never actually came through with that - unless you count the socks, but…

the whole EgoArtWeek event thing which started out fun but quickly turned south.

he became the type of person he told us he never wanted to be and it hurts to see, because even tho we try to genuinely talk to him he just brushes it all off. 

people adress lack of communication, lack of transaprency and talk about how nothing fels genuine anymore but Sean calls it hate and posts the next reddit video.

[lilakennedy]

Your "Ocs" are still just Seáns egos. This is such a low thing to do, take someone elses character, change their name and pretend they're Youre hard work.

*Your hard work.

[lilakennedy]

You're the only one that seems to be complaining about how different Seán is now, people change, people move ahead in life. If you don't want to be in this community, stop whining and leave.

ah, i’ve been waiting for this type of ask. 

and - i’m not sure if you’re just choosing to ignore all the asks on my blog from people agreeing, people reblogging my posts and sharing their similiar thoughts. 

i’m not the only one that’s talking about this. and i’m not whining. i’m not just bringing it up for the fun of it. you clearly didn’t read anything i actually said, you probably just saw me saying that i don’t like how Sean is doin’ some things and came to defend him even tho i never attacked him in the first place. 

and if you really think this entire situation is just something that’s saddening and upsetting me? 

i got a handy list for you, of people that think the same:

@jadehowlettthewolf

@antisepticss

@corruptedmetadata

@easy-hard

@marvinscoffee

@bookwormscififan

@classicherri

@antiknife

@black-rose-bi

@dreaming-of-stories-and-stars

@caori-azarath

@sharky-g

@hishex

@athenafg26

@have-some-motherfucking-tea

@septiceye-girl

@glitchy-glitch

@ravens-and-robins

@blue-shaded

@awkward-bullshit

@jamiesonjackson

@puppetmaike

@little-merry-go-round

@glixbitch

@deltastorm101

and on top of that also 56 more people that have been replying to my posts, sending me dm’s or talked to me about it but don’t want their name attached to this. 

and that is just on my blog in the span of not even a day. none of my posts are tagged, nothing is in any tags. so i am willing to bet that there are even more people out there, outside of the small circle that is my blog.

plus, the fact that people have to be afraid to share their honest thoughts is really telling about the state of the community.

it may seem like it’s only a few people, or even just me - that’s complaining or speaking up about it. but i can assure you there is a fuckton more, but many are terrified to voice their opinion because of people like you. people like you that tell people to shut up and just leave if they don’t like something.  

Sean has told us multiple times that it’s the community that’s keeping him on track, keeping him honest etc - but we can’t fucking do that if people try to get us to shut up as soon as we wanna speak up about something.

[lilakennedy]

Jack originally reblogged a colored photo edit of Jameson so you just had to turn around and make gifs? What is that the only way to get noticed is copying other people's ideas?

please tell me this is a fucking joke, this has to be a joke about that one anon i got recently - i refuse to believe this is serious.

but because you anons never fail to surprise me: if you are serious lemme tell you somethin’

i don’t need to copy other peoples edits. i don’t post to get noticed. i’ve been working on various version of Jamie recolors for months; picture, gif and video.

i did not sit here for hours on end because i felt like copying someone’s post would get me Seans attention, and if that’s what you think i couldn’t care less.

there are various people that repost edits, steal art - take credit for hard work of other people - and you really came here to shit on me for posting an edit that’s similiar to someone else’s?