#lis vents

[lisupandowntown]

halfway through my next fic - Gabe’s going down - but I’m at work and have to be working. And I just want to write. That is all; just needed to complain for a second. Resume your previously scheduled activities.

[lisinfleur]

Me: *Trying to write. A bastard stops with the car and music OUT LOUD singing stupid things like “gonna sink my dick in your pussy deep”* Man... that’s why I HATE Carnaval in Brazil: people do not respect each other, they scream obscenities, don’t give a damn to who lives in the city, just come in, screaming, putting music out loud, disturbing the peace and making riots, acting like a bunch of savage animals! My daughter has 2 years old and she was sleeping... They fucking scared her with the damn sound and I live on the SECOND FLOOR! Now imagine how loud it was for them to be able to wake her up. 

I can’t work! This damn music and bitches screaming like crazy in front of my house do not allow me to think! 

Their sound is so loud that my floor and walls are vibrating!

HATE this part of the year!

[veve-the-cat]

Final Fantasy 7 is making me feel and do things I haven't done in at least 8 years.

When I was 12, a hard shipper in the Winx club fandom (Bloom x Sky, yes, I was a kid) I got tired and decided that I WOULD NO LONGER SHIP TWO (or more) CHARACTERS TOGETHER. NEVER. And I told myself I would only SHIP ME, I became a selfshipper.

And then this funky, 25-year-old videogame, filled with funny low poly characters COMES IN, KICKS MY DOOR DOWN AND MAKES ME FEEL HARD FOR THE CHARACTERS. LIKE, I JUST STARTED PLAYING IT TO SEE MY SEPHIROTH BUT buT- I I I....I have a heart and...Now....I ship....Cloud x Aerith. iNSTEAD OF WRITING MY SELF-INSERT FANFICS I AM LOOKING FOR CLERITH FICS AND FANART.

[lis-likes-fics]

What the fuck was that for???

I truly did not mean to get upset and react like I did but that was uncalled for. Like, what the fuck was the reason? And I wasn't rude at the beginning?

I actually had to leave the room and calm down because this actually pissed me off..

[romeoandjulietyouwish]

i’m having a really fucking bad day and here’s why

i’m living with my grandparents and have been for the past week

the bed makes my back hurt

i can’t leave my bedroom without getting pulled into an hour long conversation

i can’t stay in my bedroom without being asked why im so lazy

we eat dinner at 5 every day

i don’t like my grandma’s cooking because she makes food I can’t eat

i have a recital for my voice teacher on sunday

and i feel in my bones that im going to fuck it up and let my teacher down

my mom is too overprotective

i have no space that’s my own

i just want to go home but there is no home for me to go to

i’m moving to a different state in a month and my parents are procrastinating on helping me find an apartment

my grandparents dont turn their air conditioning on even thought it’s so fucking humid

my mom keeps trying to talk shit to me about my grandparents

my mom keeps guilting me into giving her hugs when I don’t want to be touched

i have nothing to do all day except write and go on youtube

none of my wips are good

i’m falling so far behind on all my favorite podcasts

all of the music I usually likes sounds really awful to me now

my back really fucking hurts

i just want to live on my own and start a new life without my family

im hungry but whenever I get something from the kitchen my grandma comments on how much im eating