#liveblabbing

[vampyredyke]

happy 4/13! in an attempt to recapture childlike whimsy in a world hell bent on crushing me I'm cosplaying rose at my cashier/service desk job where I'll see thousands of people today-- thanks therapy skills, let's unlearn shame and have fun with it

[vampyredyke]

I know it's less than a half hour left of the day but happy ten years to the game of all time and happy five years to the manic tattoo I gave myself that says "despite everything" now that, pretty cleanly a decade later I'm ditching the guy I met in the undertale kin circles early 2016 and replacing him with a sword that's engraved with "it's still you" because it's really really really true, despite everything! it is still me and I still can come home to the game that changed my life, mostly, for the better

[vampyredyke]

my brain keeps circling the phrase "let the eat cake" while I food prep today because we're too broke these days to get the easy food I've been accustomed to in my young adulthood-- so I spend all day sunday making things we can microwave through the week or snack on because the budget can handle that but not, say, hot pockets, frozen burritos, chips, granola bars... and well an easy and cheap thing to keep in the house is pre made cake

[vampyredyke]

love is when I pick little leaves off my cat's baby head while she gives herself a bath because I don't want her to hurt herself eating something she shouldn't

[vampyredyke]

I'm thinking of the time I asked a wtnv blogger politely to stop reblogging super green spock art and why and got hit with the old "but his blood" excuse

cute look for someone who's entire platform was based on a jewish story with a jewish protagonist /s

[vampyredyke]

at the beginning of the pandemic shutdowns I didn't queue information posts, miserable jokes about everything, or even reminders to keep up with masks. I wasn't optimistic enough to think "oh just two weeks" but I still thought maybe it would be handled and would just fast reblog things, hoping to help cheer up my followers or gripe and moan with them

but now? sometimes I fast reblog and queue a post or just straight up queue reminders to stay inside and wear a mask, I know by the time my blog spits the post out we're still going to be in this mess. it's no longer a quick pain but something that will stay with us a while and I just--

stay inside where you can, I know most of us have been forced back to work but still, be safe, be smart, get vaccinated, wash your hands, social distance, and double mask please I don't want this to last too many more years

[vampyredyke]

chanukkah time ٩( ᐛ )و

[vampyredyke]

just another night of having a meltdown and locking myself in the bathroom as i dissociate heavily not knowing who I am ✌✌