Sometimes I feel like I'm floating through life instead of truly experiencing it.
You think when you're an adult you'll have it all figured out and everything will fall into place. You'll have a career you wany to be in forever, a home you live, a partner you're settling down with, and the friends you'll have forever. But really you spend your life wondering if this is what it's meant be like, you go from partner to partner, job to job, house to house, and your friends change and grow apart.
I'm 24 and I still feel like I'm not ready to live life and be an adult. I don't know what I'm doing with my life and I'm scared that all there are, are tests.
I want to travel the world city by city and work as a waitress to support myself for the few weeks I'm I the city/country, feeling the different airs, exploring the history and experiencing the culture. But, I'm too scared to do it.