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Tomorrow it’s exactly 10 months without you 💔

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Our guardian angel 💙 I love you and miss you so much !!! I’m looking forward to the day I get to be by your side ! In the meantime , I want to ask you to never leave our side .I wanna thank you for always watching over us and making sure we’re alright . I might have realized a lot of things a little too late , but I’m awake now ! I’m going to make you proud , you are my strength through everything John . 💙

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Just getting off work , Now chillin with my brother💙

The peace i feel when I’m here though , I just can’t explain it but it brings me here every single morning.

I LOVE YOU I MISS YOU

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Today was dope 🎨🍻

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6 months today... life hasn’t been the same without you and it’ll never be . Until we meet again my angel 💙

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I couldn’t believe the amount of love I received at work today . I had two drivers cry when they saw me , 😭❤️ and every single one of them would hug me , all happy because I’m back . My manager even had our supervisor take me aside and ask me if I would like to be the lead on day shift , now that Really was unbelievable to me lol it’s my first day back after 8 months and He already wants to promote me ?!

What is going on ?!? 😭

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I love coming to visit my brother with my family . It feels like we’re complete just being there at his grave .

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My brother came and laid next to me , hugged me and smiled at me💙 it was beautiful!! Idk if I was dreaming or not , I remember looking at him and telling my self he’s here and I’m not sleeping! I felt so happy and peaceful, his face looked like it did at the hospital but less swollen and I smelled him too!

He smiled at me the whole time until I watched him disappear

Thank you John for coming to see me and for the hug I needed very much from you , I love you so much! The only thing that keeps me going is knowing I’ll be with you again someday💙