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Loki's Diary Journal Entry 58

DearJournal

Wedding Day - I am quite nervous. More nervous than I have been in my life up to this point. I have done and experienced many things in my time, but nothing as important as this.

In a few short hours, I marry my Promise, my beloved, Promise. The woman I owe my happiness and my very life to. If she hadn't defied everyone to stand by my side, I don't believe I ever would have left that cell.

While our life has had many eventful moments, moments where emotions won over logic and vice versa, she was always there, always by my side, both in this realm and the spirit realm.

Promise, I choose you, and I will choose you over and over. Without pause, in a heartbeat, I will keep choosing you. Thank you for choosing me, my heart.

Read the previous entries HERE.

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

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Loki's Diary Journal Entry 52

(Mild angst warning)

Dear Journal,

Promise has not wanted to leave our room in days, let alone get out of bed. I've been bringing her meals, but she eats very little. I worry that being removed from SHIELD has truly damaged her far more than any injury she has sustained.

I have offered numerous times to leave the house, even just to sit outside, but she doesn't want to. I have provided many distractions, offered different excursions we could do, and yet she refuses. She grows weaker by the day; her brilliant smile and personality that drew me in at the beginning are gone.

I only have 2 more ideas, should neither of them works, I am at a complete loss.

Read the previous entries HERE.

Sorry for the delayed next entry - work decided to fuck me over for a bit. Hopefully, I can get some semblance of consistency again! As for our girl, depression hits hard, poor thing.

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Loki's Diary Journal Entry 48

(Angst warning)

Dear Journal

Fury is a fool. His "security" to keep me away is lacking at best and abysmal at worst. Mind you, I did not go in as myself - rather, the obnoxious and overly righteous Steve. A supersoldier would be monumental to the search.

As we searched today, keeping the facade of the famed Captain became increasingly more difficult. Very little of her has been found - the other agents cannot recall where she was before the avalanche struck. This is beginning to feel deliberate - they do not want to find her, only to make it appear as though they are.

Rest is not coming to me tonight; I fear the worst has come to pass already. I looked at past entries, and there is no word from Promise. Should she be gone, I will make SHIELD pay, mark my words.

Loki, my Lord. It is so cold, so very cold. I hardly the strength to reach you anymore. Please find me, find me before it's too late. My body lies in a cave. I will try to lead you as best I can. Please, my love. I need you

Read the previous entries HERE.

Sorry for this entry being a week later than planned. It was my birthday last weekend and I was insanely busy! Finally, we have word from Promise; she is alive still, but only just. Is Loki going to find her in time?

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Loki's Diary Journal Entry 47

(Angst Warning)

Dear Journal,

As has become customary in my life, as soon as things begin to look up, something must strike me down once again. Promise is once again missing and presumed injured or deceased.

She was in the Swiss Alps testing a new weapon for SHIELD when it triggered an avalanche. Other agents were able to escape, but Promise was not so lucky. I would not have been notified if it weren't for my brother telling me.

I was told to not intervene in their investigation, and they're doing everything they can to locate her, but the chances are slim. Should I show my face, I will be detained and likely will never see my Promise again.

But they don't know me, they do not know what I am capable of and what I will do to find my Promise. My love, tell me, please. Are you still in this plane of existence? Hold on for me, my love, I'm coming.

Read the previous entries HERE.

It wouldn't be me if I didn't hurt my boy somehow, haha

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Loki's Diary Journal Entry 44

Dear Journal,

Oh, my sweet Promise, how I love your ability. Thank you, my love, for passing my message on to Mother. Oh, how I miss you. I hope you're feeling better and not in too much pain. I should be able to return to you in a few short days. Tony believes we are almost finished here. I wish I could tell you what it is we are doing, but I cannot; I am sorry, but I assure you, I am safe and uninjured.

I have spoken with Miss Maximoff, and she is willing to come back with me to assist us in determining what sort of magic influenced Leifr. She believes it to be chaos magic, and I agree. However, the question still remains: Who could possibly wield such magic in Asgard?

Although....

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Who could it be? What could Loki have figured out?

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Loki's Diary Journal Entry 42

(mild angst)

Dear Journal,

Training did not go as I had hoped for Promise. I had enlisted a couple of palace guards to help us, for I myself fear sparring her in case I were to injure her. That is precisely what occurred.

Promise was doing her thing - she had improved so much in the few short weeks - when something went wrong. I still cannot fully piece together what happened; one second, Promise is alright; the next, one of the guards, Leifr, had her arm trapped dangerously behind her back, her shoulder straining. Within a flash, she was on the ground, her shoulder dislocated and her collarbone broken.

I turned to him; his eyes were dark and menacing, possessed by something unyielding, monstrous, inhuman. I called for his detainment and whisked my Promise off to be treated.

Now and for the next several weeks, she is unable to use her right arm and is often in considerable amounts of pain. Would any of this have happened to her if I did not love her so? Would she have been safe if I had cast her aside and allowed my brother to win her favour.? Would separating myself from her ultimately be the only way to keep her safe? Could I even do that?

Why must love be so complex and fragile?

Read the previous entries HERE.

I must apologize for this, I have no idea what came over me and where I plan on going with this in the future. We shall see!

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Loki's Diary Journal Entry 40

Dear Journal

Much has happened, yet nothing has happened since that fateful spring day. We have continued to reside in Asgard, only returning to Earth should we be required to, but it appears as though the Avengers are scared of what Promise is capable of.

On the topic of Promise, she and her Mother have been training extensively to learn how to control her abilities. I am sure Mother sees more of her than I have as of late. They have grown quite fond of each other, often sharing meals together that I was not invited to.

I found myself thinking much about marriage lately, a previously grotesque thought: I, Loki, God of Mischief, willingly marry a woman for love and not simply to further my bloodline. But Promise makes me feel things I believed to have long since died. She awakens my boyish dream of a happily ever after.

Perhaps I am allowed a happily ever after, after all. I must speak to Mother.

Read the previous entries HERE.

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Loki's Diary Journal Entry 36

(angst warning)

Aric and Einar are no more. Their bodies are still present in the mortal world, but their souls cease to exist. They are nothing but flesh and bone. Loki, my sweet, you are free; now I just need you to awaken once again.

Their souls...these two gods were evil incarnate. Their souls were heavy with guilt; they begged - oh, did they beg. They begged with all they had, but those inky black monsters in their very psyche told me otherwise. There was something so....thrilling about killing someone without causing them physical harm, being able to see their very life essence and snuff it out, leaving only the body behind.

It is very interesting to see someone's psyche like that. I will explain more when you awaken, my Prince. I will tell you all that Frigga told me, it explains so much.

I do hope you awaken, love. I need you.

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Poor baby, must have been so scary. But how did she do it? What is she?

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