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7.25.26
I'm getting MARRIED in a week! It's so wild looking back on my tumblr posts. I was so desperate looking for a relationship. I was young and dumb. My fiance has taught me self-love, patience, and communication. I am so grateful to have met someone who is patient with me. I am terrified, but can't wait to marry and grow with my best friend.
Not to toot my own horn or anything, but damn I'm pretty fuckin' gorgeous.
I am adulting
"Not goin' back to my old ways" - Demi Lovato Deadass true tho. Not going back to hating myself. Not going back to negative thoughts. I'm too goddamn confident in myself for that. I'm going to wear what I want when I want. As my manager and ex boyfriend like to call me, I am apparently "thicc", which I use as body positive. A lil chubbiness has never hurt anyone.
8.3.2026
I am a whole ass WIFE! We got married this past weekend, and I can't even describe how beautiful it was. My husband (so weird) planned the majority of it. It was hard for me because my body went into a state of paralysis when we would even talk about it. I started working more because ✨️I'm in debt✨️ and things started to get overwhelming. He would help me snap out of it when he could. There were days when I couldn't, and he was so patient. He's truly my rock. I did what I could, but he deserves all of the credit. I am so grateful and happy.
March 31st 2026:
It's so wild how much has changed. I'm getting MARRIED in august. I've been at my job now for 3 years. My thoughts aren't as loud as they once were. I'm going to the gym consistently each week. This page used to be my journal; my venting place. Don't get me wrong, I have my weeks/months where I do struggle. I'm currently trying to get over my horrible eating habits. I'm caring about what I eat and what I put in my body. Life doesn't suck as much as it did in the past.
After YEARS of searching, I have finally found the 2nd sucks jersey!!!! It has bee. so hard to find. I can't wait to see my favorite band in august for like the 5th time. I need to start keeping count lol
Hello hello! I recently got a new piercing as well as a new phone. I've switched from an iPhone to a galaxy and I'm loving it so far. Also, my septum piercing fucking HURT! My industrial piercing hurt less which I'm quite surprised. Anyway, same old same old. Life is weird and I'm still trying to figure it out. Hope y'all are good!
