#longing confession

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Two Lan Zhans left because of their own issues. When will I find one of mine that stays? This is awful and heart rending, btw looking for another one of mine now I have a lot thank god but none can replace each other - 👻👁️

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Yue Qingyuan, you're a sentimental fool and as a leader you were showing clear favoritism. You pushed yourself too hard and not hard enough and never listened to anyone with a brain.

That being said, I miss you, Qi-ge.

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[mxtxkinfessions]

hello to the masses...

Things have been stressful lately, with my classes and all. And my kins have really started to come back to me. I miss Wei Ying, and I miss Shen Yuan. And lately, I haven't been able to get zhangmen-shixiong out of my head, either. I would call him Qi-ge, or maybe just by his name, but it feels wrong still, somehow. It's not like I know him anymore. We haven't known each other for a long time, really. Yet I do, against my better judgement, miss him.

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[mxtxkinfessions]

wei ying... sighs pathetically like an old dog... wei ying...

-🐉🪷 (lan wangji kin)

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[mxtxkinfessions]

Wei Ying…. Come home. Please.

-Lan Wangji #☁️🐇🌙

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To live those thirteen years, again and again, without you by my side. I would wait an eternity for you, Wei Ying. But I only wish you would not damn me to it without you.

-Lan Wangji #☁️🐇🌙

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[mxtxkinfessions]

(sees certain emoji) "is that Song Lan" (reads "San Lang") "is that Song Lan" I'm like a dog on high alert (🍬👿)

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[mxtxkinfessions]

I’m alright!! We took a bit of a tumble oops but I’m recovering pretty well! Also hi I wanted to gush about my husband again ok sorry guys

I miss Xie Lian so bad oh my gof. I haven’t been at home, so I can’t do my usual of caring for a stuffed version but I keep getting sent pictures of him tucked in so it makes me feel much better :,) I’m thinking I’ll take him out on a date later

—✈️🍜

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