I don’t know what’s going on? i am currently dealing with such a shit storm in my work and personal life, and it is a miracle if i have the spoons to come online. i am alive. i’m just also… tired. and possibly depressed again. Reading where I wrote that in September and then looking at how i feel now… yeah. I was on my way there and I’m right about at rock bottom.
Still don't know what's going on, but baby I'm alright!
You might be here because I'm spam in a small ship's tag. You'll get used to it :) (Tumblr did. They terminated me first, but they got used to it and eventually let me back on.) haha i’m no longer online often enough for this to be funny
Current Tumblr goal: Start working on my fucking Dreaming fic again!
Current Status: Somehow alright? Mostly? Weirdly? Cool!
Unless I wrote the post myself, there is a very good chance I queued it. I've decided queueing is boring and you get posts dumped on your dash whenever I'm feeling unstable :)
-Updated March 4
(several months later)
you know what?? every part of this makes it very obvious to me on the other side that things were about to go incredibly wrong. oh well i guess
-May 5th 2024













