#losingthefight

[unbotheredblackness]

A door falling (for the 3rd time), 2 smushed fingers, a collapsing piano stand, and 4 stink bugs must be God's sign for me to sit down. Sometimes #selfcare means #losingthefight to #winthewar . So down I sit. #ownyourlight #loveyourlife #knowthyself #broketheskintoo #Injured #pimpdown #pimpindistress #helpmeupWillie

[megsexposed-blog]

3/30/15 chemo round 4 Maxed Out

The chemo dose is so high I got the shakes & Pain and all the horrible side effects kick in within a half hour into the infusion and now I feel worse than I usually do on day five and chemo Only ended 6.5 hours ago the dose is as high as they use to prep leukemia patients for bone marrow transplant. I can barely move or function they told me maxing it out would Be hard but I am terrified and feel like ugh words can't explain.... #LUPUSSUCKS #FML maxing out to try and see improvement.... #FIGHTINGFORMYLIFE 😩

[minervaorland]

I don't smell that bad

[minervaorland]

the tag thing

Rules : 


Always post the rules 


Answer the questions the person tagged you and write 11 new ones 


Tag 11 new people and link them to the post 


Let them know you tagged them


1. how many piercings/tattoos do you have?

Right now, i have only my ears pierced twice. i had my nose pierced and it looked amaaazing but work made me take it out tho i'll get it re-done when i quit i have no tattoos rn, but i have to wait till january to get them but im gonna get so many i have like 3 planned out already

2. your favourite pokemon is??

GENGAR idek i just think hes cool like little legs and a giant face where do u go wrong 

3. do you get easily scared? 

Like if someone jumps out like that kind of scared yeah i never fail to jump haha but otherwise i;m pretty chill, like spider? okay w/e man

4. would you ever dare to play one man hide-and-seek?

How do you play one man hide and seek? like searching for myself in the deep abyss thats really poetic idek

5. do you think you have spirits living in your house?

Maybe once but they probs realised how boring this place is and moved out, poor guys

6. creepiest/scariest experience that has happened?

??? ?? idek i usually forget those things ?? like i haven't done anything super scary so its just kinda    eh

7. are furbies demonic?

They worry me more than anything have u seen this

unnatural

8. flower crowns or shutter shades?

BOTH

Floral Party Princess !!

9. would you kill someone to save someone who you love?

If that person was the one endangering them then probably tbh otherwise i'd definitely see if there was another way???

10. have u ever played slenderman?

Nah, i've always seen the game and went "totally gonna play that" but as usual i procrastinated that aswell haha im trash

11. tobey maguire as spiderman or andrew garfield?

Im going to say Andrew because i really like the new spiderman movies more although the Tobey was the classic so??? at the same time spiderman isn't my fave so im not too worried 

MY QUESTIONS !!! ( * V *   ) AND IM GONNA START WITH THE MOST IMPORTANT ONE ALWAYS

1. WOULD YOU RATHER FIGHT A HORSE SIZED DUCK OR 50 DUCK SIZED HORSES   !!!!!

2. Who has inspired you the most? 

3. Zodiac Sign? ( i love zodiacs )

4. Favourite cake flavour (THIS Q IS V IMPORTANT )

5. Is there a character which no matter what or how long its been you're still really attached to them and they're always your fave?

6. Which GOT house would you WANT to be in??

7. Which series' or movies' soundtrack do you like the most?

8. Fionna & Cake or Finn & Jake

9. If MMO game were real what class would you be

10. idk im out of questions

11. no im not would you rather a big modern house or a cute hobbit hole

12. WHICH LOTR RACE WOULD YOU BE 

[destroyer-came-falling]

I'm definitely intrigued by your playlist idea. I hope it's still okay to send a list? Don't worry about it if not (: Uhm... Rise Against - Ready To Fall, The Amity Affliction - Geoff Sux 666, Bring Me The Horizon - It Never Ends, Citizen - Sleep, Linkin Park - Crawling, Hands Like Houses - Oceandust, The All American Rejects - Move Along (pick whichever, sorry it's so long)

Of course it’s okay, sorry I’m way late on getting a response. I was at a few shows again. #1 The Offspring - The Kids Aren’t Alright     #2 The Ghost Inside - White Light                                                                #3 Architects - Stay Young Forever                                                            #4 Death Cab For Cutie - I Will Follow You Into The Dark                            #5 Korn - Falling Away From Me                                                                    #6 Mayday Parade - Oh Well, Oh Well                                                          #7 The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Face Down

SEND ME YOUR 5 FAVORITE BANDS + SONG BY EACH                           AND I’LL MAKE YOU A PERSONALIZED PLAYLIST!

[gopax]

Ugh

[minervaorland]

Arya Stark - tell me a tale of personal badassery, Tyrion Lannister - what skill or character trait should people never underestimate about you? (:

Arya Stark - tell me a tale of personal badassery

idek like i dont go outside? to be honest though

I think the most badass thing i’ve done was when i woke up, and there was a spider on my wall beside my head

and i just punched it, straight up, and left the blood on the wall as a daily reminder of my victory.

Tyrion Lannister - what skill or character trait should people never underestimate about you

okay um again i don’t know

It might be weird, but I’d say my ability to hold a grudge?

like if you dont apologize or make up for it, and if  it was really bad I’ll remember it forever, hold it in my heart let it fester then one day show you what it means to betray me 

idek

[minervaorland]

Cersei Lannister and Brotherhood without banners :)

Cersei Lannister - Favourite Alcoholic Drink

Jagermeister, and this might be weird but we drink it with grape fanta? 

Brotherhood Without Banners - describe your group of friends and what you love about them

aah what a question 

because the people i sit with aren’t very close to me? like i hang with them at school but im not really invited anywhere with them and its just all kinda awkward because they’re all so pretty and they talk about everyone else and really judgemental like idek

but

My best friend who’s really hipster and indie - I love his singing voice. when he’s not mucking around, he has this amazing voice and he plays the ukelele aswell so double combo A+. He’s also got a talent for art, and is probably the only person ive been friends with since primary school thats consistently talked to me and not just forgotten about me. I also love that he’s got so much character, and idek lots of love for this guy.

My actual sun and stars, shes an amazing dancer with so much compassion and wowee i have alot of feelings for this girl too shes so supportive of everyone and you really dont have to be reserved or concerned because she’s so chill and lets you be yourself and i can have comfortable silences with her and she’s just a 10/10 and i just really love everything except how she washes dishes i cannot i just literally cannot.