#loveproblemspecialist

[tifararicci1998]

He loved me for my fire then started despising me for it; the same fire that kept him warm started to burn.

[freelyranting]

Got over him

I finally stopped worrying about this guy's feelings or replies, It feels indescribable good, I don't remember feeling so good in over 5 months, I let go SO much weight, I feel at peace! I hope everybody is able to reach this stage even if it's for some days, there really is a place of calmness in you.

So he's been messaging me being really cold these days or not even answering all messages, now I woke up with 5 deleted texts he sent me early in the morning; I can tell he's struggling but I can't just wait for him to decide to talk to me and face what he's feeling, I'd be crying all over the place when I have a life and little things to do too.

When he's ready I'll be here, but for now, I have nobody's feet to be at.

[speedypenguinnacho]

[i-am-the-karma]

I gotta stop crossing my own boundaries in romance. Only posting as a reminder, because the next time I open my tumblr, I know it will be because I have once again forgotten who I am and what I need and allowed the same cycle to repeat itself to my own detriment.

And then proceed to write a long draft that will remain unpublished for the rest of my life.

So hopefully, future me, this post finds you well. Keep going babe. You are cherished.

[tifararicci1998]

I don’t want to break my heart again by loving you anymore

[tifararicci1998]

I am tired of fighting you,

I have nothing to offer you other than my surrender.

I surrender, put your blade in me and end my misery.

[tifararicci1998]

Search for everything except for love and death, it will come to you when the time is right

[tifararicci1998]

Love has never been on my side, I crave it but it always stayed beyond my reach.

Just enough, close enough to taste but all I can do is watch it.