Was looking through my millions of drafts that I never posted and. This one seemed really relevant. Thanks past self. Thanks for your strength. Thanks for your support. Today has been rough. Seeing so many acts of hate justified by Trump and Pence’s hateful spoken beliefs is scaring me. I am trying to remain strong and hopeful. Trying to take care of myself the best I can think of. My anxiety and depression have intensified today due to my sensitivity on the reality of our fear-filled country. I know the unjust will not be tolerated. Not when you and I speak up. Not when we fight with intimacy. Not when we stay true to our selves. I love you all. I just want to hug someone so tight right now and be reminded we are here for one another and everything’s going to be okay. :
the constant societal pressures pushing down on my shoulders, telling me be straight, be monogamous, be quiet, be “happy”, make money…just to go into debt for school and barely afford to live under a roof, have an eternal career goal, remain comfortable remain fearfull. no. no. no. I’m still standing, sometimes I may fall, but i always get back on my knees, crawling, finding my way back on my feet.
