#lovetxt

[wtfuglydemon]

i do have a very bad issue with laughing at terrible times, i had problems with that back in early school days because whenever i got in trouble for being in general a very hard to manage person, when being lectured to in the principal's room i just kept finding it so funny

no wonder i was banned from schools and had to move from other two.

[wtfuglydemon]

the real challenge of life is not laughing whenever i am around people being clear idiots in my surrounding, its not fair i cant laugh theyre the ones being stupidly funny.

[wtfuglydemon]

i know exactly how my parent works, i know exactly what i can and can not say to be in her good side, say things she wont shut down and make her do anything i want if i have interests that aligns with her selfish ideas.

today, my sister was talking about her daughter's Audhd diagnosis to her, and i was constantly seeing our parent deny reading the notes to know how to accommodate for the child and what to avoid doing because "as long as she is doing good im school it doesn't matter", and my sister kept trying to explain that the child doesn't speak to anyone, that she needs to learn how to socialize and all the things that could affect her in the future, and our parent kept shutting my sister down because she kept saying, "it's good that she doesnt speak to anyone because everyone is untrustworthy and wants to betray you", until my sister gave up talking to a wall when she's just trying to accommodate for her daughter.

me, the whole time listening from it on the other room, almost bursting on laughter, i knew thats exactly what would happen since the start and seeing someone be so naively idiotic on something they should have learned 20 years ago is the funniest thing ever, im just watching a incredibly telegraphed car crash and its AMAZING.

[wtfuglydemon]

by instinct i end up making myself myltiple personalities to stay in public spaces or social media, to keep myself approachable and friendly, just knowing what to say and what to not say based on what i know my main followers like or dislike. keeping that "friendly" act up is quite mentally exhausting and makes me need a break very often because in reality its hard for me to truly care about it, and i dont want to ruin everything by letting all the cracks show by me being too tired to keep it up, i have something to gain out of this in the long run

[wtfuglydemon]

i started playing Poison Control and even knowing which stats my dialogue options will increase, i just ignore it and choose whatever i would say and my first stat level up was "Toxicity", i have a suspicion that my "Empathy" stat is never leaving level 1.

[wtfuglydemon]

why should i finish a game when i can just keep starting new games and never look back, that is surely the way to go

[wtfuglydemon]

despite my almost paralyzing fall being one of the most painful things i experienced, the MOST painful thing i experienced was having my wrist broken manually by a doctor 2 times.

[wtfuglydemon]

People on the internet are sometimes a bit too intimate with you despite never once speaking to you before. I had people find a month old post in another social media and start picking a fight with me and starting their phrases with "My brother im christ", first of all im not your brother, second of all who do you think you are to come to me and address me like we have any sort of intimate connection? treat me with respect, idiot.