It's been 14 years, my feelings were still the same towards him. But, I don't know about him. The feeling is not mutual anymore as what they called it one sided love, a friendzone. That time, were in high school, first year of high school. I am a pupil of one of this Universities in Bohol, who only knows about having friends and still enjoying life with colleagues. We talked each other a little back then, he kept on teasing me with my classmate who's also good looking guy in our classroom. And for me, its just nothing. My crush is handsome, dark, tall, smart, friendly. I only have this little crush on him. Coz, I know it will not grow after the school ends, maybe I'm just admired of how friendly he is and how he smile. We stayed being ordinary pupils in that school year. In the next school year, the 2nd year we were not classmates. I see him often, we crossed path to each other and just smiled with one another. I am still an onrdinary pupil in that 2nd year of high school, and him its like he's slowly growing, he gained more friends (girls/boys) maybe because he is friendly and smart. But, one day one of my classmates who is his friend ask me in an informal way, that my crush wanted to talk to me, just the 2 of us. And my reaction is like doubtful,my body was getting weak, stiff and cold and i didn't
talk even one word. I just walked away pretending that I didnt hear anything maybe because I'm shocked and I can't believe what I just heard. Then, It started in that year where I only see him very often, and when I see him my heart is rattling inside my chest, my hands were very cold like ice with sweat ( i have this sweaty hands until now). There were so many things happened in that year, there were 2 guys who courted me, but they were not my type. (Wooow, really? I also have pretty face sometimes. 😆😄😂) Its In 3rd year, we're busy with our school projects and activities. Whenever we crossed path, he doesn't look at me and smile. I felt sad and 💔. He have his own life kept on moving, he's one of the officers in our school. And I'm proud of him. And me, still the same as an ordinary pupil. whenever I run to him, I really look for a way to escape from him. It feels awkard and I can't control my heart, its like a timebomb if I dont move faraway from him it will explode. Hahah! Funny, right? I'm so weak that time. Girls that time were around him, I can hear them saying his name, talking about him and I feel jealous. Well, I can't blame him he's popular in our school. 4th year high school, so much activities to do. The CAT, projects in every subject and our room were very far from each other. So, theres really no way to see him. I focused on my school grades until we graduated in high school. Until the year end, we didn't talk personally. I expect it to happen, because we are really different from each other. Hes still my crush until now. I dreamed about him every week. Maybe because I need to tell him that I have feelings for him too. I didnt regret knowing him in my high school years. He is one of my inspiration. He is my Greatest crush. Hopefully, we will meet again in the right time or in our different lives as a different person. Thank you for giving me happiness in my high school years crush! 😘❤💋 you will always be my forever crush.😉