Pouring my heart out so that people out there can really understand my struggle Im having with self-development..
Hello,my dear Tooth-fairy.. I really wanted someone or some place where I can actually able to express my deepest thought/emotions...and finally I guess I found u just because I tried to find out this time very smartly.. So yeah till now there are really ups and downs in my life but I really dont wanna discuss about it as they r purely boring for me now.. but yeah looking forward for a lot of tomorrows each fine day(and even if I come up with any part of my past,then u must consider it to be a really great thing for me)... ;-) So yeah since childhood,I have always been wanted to express my supressed emotions and thoughts but could not get any way as the environment of that time was very rigid ..as if I would not think once more for actually attempting to suicide. But nevertheless I got many ways,the most beautiful one is this right now.. where I can write in my own digital diary and be feeling so cozy while doing so.. (rofl) Then the next bautiful way for me is to really got to learn the English constructions.. and to even speak it very fluently (not obviously at the time of my nervousness as then I hardly speak - stammering problem)...(n) So yeah this is me in short, the most pretty lady in my life.. I love myself a lot.. 💖💖💖.. and I know that I should deserve all the love I have not got but I dont regret as my own love is more lovingly overflowing for myself than anybody could ever fulfill that.. <3- So in short,Im primarly focusing on self-love and self-development,and that definitely makes me sooo very happy within myself. Here let me clear one thing,I really dont enjoy being selfish.. its just the situations that are really putting me into this and that so unwillingly.. but that also doesnt mean I should hate this state...rather everything has its own pros and cons .. and Im just looking into the brighter sides.. and enhancing it more than the other sides of my personality and ambitions like career and stuff..B-) ----- shared from the first page of my own "digital diary" app called Private Diary with Lock..and I may keep continuing doing so..well I would try to ,as right now Im pretty nervous to put that up publicly very much..