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@lozarus LIKED. ( ♬ )
shrug of his shoulders, but as ben hands the items over, he can’t resist posing the question ( if only because, somehow, she seems incapable of judging too harshly. ) “what do you think ---- am i a victim or a hypocrite?”
“ i so badly needed to self - destruct. ”
get help clay
Send me 🗣️ for incorrect quotes ;; drew ft. clay ( @lozarus )
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@lozarus / [ lit ] / for athens / prompt.
athens’s hands are shaky as he attempts to light his blunt , it’s been a long day and he refuses to let this be the thing that makes him break down; but , that doesn’t stop the way that he is tearing up. until clay takes the lighter from his hand , easily lighting it for him and had he not been about to cry; he would kiss clay right now , regardless of how fast he knows that a “no homo” from either of them would follow afterwards. ‘ th- thanks , bro. ‘ he manages to say with a ghost of a smile tugging at his lips as he brings the blunt up to his lips , leaning back against his pillows. exhaling smoke as he passed it to clay , unusually nervous around clay today , but he would just chalk it up to his usual random brusts of anxiety than anything else. ‘ wanna take a hit , juns ? ‘
@lozarus / "happy birthday old man" her words are teasing and kind as the package is set in front of his older brother." are you sure that you arent like 90?" the joke continues as arms wrap around the older into a tight hug. " but for real, im happy that i could come and visit you for this."
‘ ninety .... what gave it away ? ‘ the smile doesn’t take long to tug at emmanuel’s lips when clay places the package in front of him , his fingers brushing over the packaging before raising his head to look at her , hugging her back just as tightly; resting his chin on the top of her head with a soft sigh. ‘ it’s good to see you , kiddo. ‘ pulling back just enough to ruffle his younger sibling’s hair , before pressing a kiss to her forehead. ‘ seeing you is a gift on it’s own. ‘
“ fuck! i’m late— ” / finally time to forceship
meme / selectively accepting. @lozarus
rude of him, maybe, but ben was somehow under the impression that clay had, for the most part, nowhere to be. maybe it’s because he always somehow managed to make time for them to meet up, for ben to hand him a bag or five of things, wait to listen to some unpredictable thing to spill from her lips. he feels rushed, suddenly, previously outlined plans that lived only in his head dashed as he stands, grabs for his pants. “you still want to meet up later, or should i just leave your shit here now?”
‘ we have some breaking news: i’m toasted. ’
meme / accepting. @lozarus
far from breaking news, but ben will humor her because this isn’t the first time clay’s uttered something like this while they’re sitting in his car. “yeah, well. that’s how you know the shit is good.” ben lights a cigarette because, as fun as it all sounds, he does still have to drive himself home. he squints, though, because he’ll humor him. “is toasted to you different than, like. stoned or baked?”
@lozarus / “ let’s go for a walk. sitting here all cooped up will only make it worse. ” / to athens / prompt.
athens barely even tries to pull himself out of bed , just pulling the covers over him just a bit more , as if the world would disappear if he did so. ‘ i just wanna sleep , juns. ‘ he peeks out to look at his friend , an idea coming to mind as he peeled the blanket back and patted the spot next to him. ‘ cuddle with me ? ‘
