#lucianafms

[tcbiasfms]

◟ ⋆ ⊹ &. the story begins. . . . ╱ @lucianafms . ◞

he's a nervous wreck but there isn't anyone else he trusts more with this daughter than luciana ----- ❛  okay , so you have everything right ? ❜ he is mentally scanning of all the things luciana will need ❛ oh and she will need to put on the ventilator before she goes to bed , oh and also - - -  ❜ he stops as he sees luciana's features ❛  am i doing too much ? ❜

[toxicfms]

⋮  ❛  cont. previous reply   › @lucianafms

he doesn’t want to be around anyone and he's sure as hell doesn’t want any company, he’s been called by the close people in his circle who know of his downfall on this particular day, so it’s known that he wants to be alone and does not want any interruptions but it seems that there is one person that doesn’t seem to get the message : LUCIANA LABAKI. though he doesn’t mind it because she’s not annoying ( at least , not to an extent ) and she’s known the jaramillo’s for years now , they just became the best of friends since their first interaction and after all these years , their routine hasn’t changed. he doesn’t even realize when she speaks if it wasn’t because of the sound of heels on the wooden floor , his head looks up momentarily ❝ it says " don’t fucking enter " I forgot your women brain forgets how to read from time to time . ❞ he’s being a dick but she’s used to this , because no matter how much he pushes , no matter how much he says he wants to be alone , it’s actually the complete opposite and having luciana’s company is exactly what he needs , not that he would ever admit it to her : she would never let him outlive it . he doesn’t even protest when she takes the cigar from his fingers and takes a puff herself and then it returns to his digits and he leans his head against the wall looking at the next frame , it’s him and mafe sleeping on top of their mother at the hospital while their father and her talk about names ❝ oh please . . . was hot back then , still hot ! ❞ even if his funk , his ego still needs to be stroked but her remaining prose causes a sigh to escape from his brims ❝ no se —— part of me wonders if she’s proud of us —— of me ? but then I think of all the bad shit we have done —— she got me you know ? ❞ he stops and looks at the brunette beside him ❝ when they found out that I had this stupid heart defect , it all changed - papa looked at me like I was an abomination and the only ones who really loved me were mama and mafe and little by little , I can’t remember moments we shared , what if I forget her completely , what happens then , huh ? she took with her all of my good things , ella era mi vida , luciana ------ ❞ he stops and it comes crashing down again , his mood shifts to one of raging anger and he drops the cigar getting up to go , to leave , as long as he was alone right ?

[toxicfms]

⋮  ❛  closed starter   › @lucianafms

pedro pablo is more than sure that no one is looking for him, at this time of year the biggest worry is his twin, she crumbles into pieces while he stays strong , he has to be strong because there is no other option for him , there has never been another option. he's been gone for a few days now, locked himself in the studio and told everyone to go home, he has been here all by himself surviving on uber eats and door dash. he's sitting down in one of the studios, old family videos playing. in all reality pepa has always been a momma's boy , god maria jose had him spoiled him to pieces and he had not been with her when it happened , his mother had been his protector from his father's constant rage and yet he wasn't there to protect her, he never has been able to visit the mausoleum like mafe does and it's not because is such a good catholic but simply because she can handle it , she can endure the pain that he can't . he never even said goodbye to his mother , didn't show up to his mother's viewing or funeral and he got a scar as proof of his father's disapproval. he's watching the big screen , his mother and him riding horses together. his vision becomes blurry ----- his mothers voice echoing in his mind. he turns on the cigar, that's between his digits. the door of the studio open as he brings his head down ❝ the door has a sign ! ❞

[amargurafms]

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the full week maria fernanda had been haywire, her friends noticed this , her team and many others of her inner circle but no one dares correct her or tell her she is doing too much because they are all aware of what was coming up on the weekend. her twin had completely vanished , no one had seen him after tuesday night and people would worry if it was just any other day but its their mother anniversary and both of them become complete opposites of who they are. she's up early, too early some people might say but she has two dozens of white roses in her hand as she walks inside the private mausoleum that has outside engraved JARAMILLO. she places them on the vase , gathering them neatly until they look as perfect as she wants them to be. this is it , this is the moment where she can completely break down . . . . . . and she does. everything that she had been holding together during the week , completely shatters. she comes here alone, pepa hasn't shown his face not once, shit he didn't even attend their mothers viewing or funeral but mafe doesn't fault him , pepa doesn't cry and breakdown like she is. he keeps it inside , too deep inside. she hears the small echoed of heels and she doesn't even have to look up to see who it is , her aroma filling up the space around them . ❛ do you think she is happy with the kids that she has ? do you think we make her proud ? because i do not, i think that she is twisting in her grave with us. it wasn't supposed to be her you know , it was me --- fue mi culpa , era yo ---- ❜ her voice breaks completely and her small weeps turns into sobs ❛ perdon , m - mam - ma.

[unholywhxspers]

⋮ ❛ closed starter › @lucianafms

it wasn't a shocker for him to be in this situation , well ---- in reality more than five girls was a little shocking but they had all been so willing to take care of him , who was he to neglect them of that ? his highly intoxicated mind is the one to be blamed. he hears rocco yell luciana's name and he lifts himself up from the plethora of women laid on top of him and sees luciana standing in the middle of his bedroom ❝ you do realize there is such a thing as knocking , donde estan tus modales ? ❞

[ghxostkisses]

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maria fernanda has never been someone who watches what she says , she's never had to hide the whole filter facade . not until hollywood tried to put out that fire that was MAFE JARAMILLO . she's getting the usual lecture from her publicist on how she needs to filter her words when THE MEDIA speaks ill will of her twin. in her defense she can't help it . pepa is her other half and whoever messes with her twin MESSES WITH HER . ❛ pepa isn't here ------- ❜ she comments without even looking up from the script in her hand. ❛  the last thing that i need is to have LUCIANA LABAKI as a distraction . ❜